he shouldn't met this accident.

one of my dao zhong friend met an accident two days ago, now he is lying in the hospital, waiting for an operation tml. i felt sad for him, he is such a good person, but its just tat is was too tired while riding his moto, then the accident happened.i'l visit him after his operation. i hope he can get well soon and come back to fo tang to ly.
you ren kor kor: pls be strong, do not give up urself, get wel soon!

these two days i have been staying at my ah yi's house, gosh, im soo not use to it when there is no com in my ah yi's house... so i must bear wit it lol... today went to th to ly chang si, the song we sang today is called 'qi hui' is a very nice song, eu can feel the 'fo tang de wei dao' hahahas... yee cheng was sitting quite close to where im standing, a bit nervous la, hahahas, imagine one of ur friend sitting near to eu while eu are singing... omg... after tat went to ang mo kio, after tat, went for dinner, last but not least, home sweet home!

王心凌 - 那年夏天宁静的海

那时我们天天在一起

太幸福到不需要距离

很贪心

要全世界注意

只是太年轻

快乐和伤心

都像在演戏 一碰就惊天动地

今天

看你

昨天的你去了哪里

那年夏天我和你躲在

这一大片宁静的海

直到后来我们都还在

对这个世界充满期待

今年冬天你已经不在

我的心空出了一块

很高兴遇见你

让我终究明白

回忆

你真是精彩

还记得一起努力

还有那些

一言为定

现在我就当过去是种学习 虽然好不容易

词：林怡凤 曲：金莎

是泪滴

结束每段恋情

要时间忘记

想忘记

其实埋藏在心里

雨滴

结束每个冬季

晒不干过去

就棉队你

喜怒哀乐的回忆

听 天空晴朗开始好天气

别再由于

让心情也天晴

失恋的人就换季

脱下过季爱情

涂新的眼影

看见发亮的自己

有多美丽

受伤的人就换季

春夏秋冬轮替

总有你的美景

等待下一季

下一次天晴

B CAMP!

DAY 1...
hohoho! first day of B camp at tian guo... i didn't meet my de shu de ppl, i went there by myself, coz i stayed overnight at my auntie's house on the 20th, wel, taking a new bus is quite confusing la... don noe which stop to change bus, but wit the help of my mummy, i finally reached tian guo.. thanks to mummy!okkays, lets not talk bout tis, when i reached there, its too early, i waited for bout 45 mins for my de shu.... luckily im the kind of person who is patient... or else, i wil start to mummble to myself....

the first activity, is ice breaking,(of course) we join group wit ming de..

played the 100 秒不NG, it really very fun!!!

next, learned how to address our elderlies wit the correct name... next...

its lunch time!!!! oh i tel eu, i was damn hungry! hahahas!

after lunch, played the 'family' game, quite fun but the time was too short,

next, watched a skit acted by zhao yi jie jie and other biao yi zu ppl...

after tat, went home!

DAY 2...

.............. very tired by then, wel, as usual, meet up wit them, went to tian guo,

reached there, we got one hour of lesson in the morning...

next, station playing.......... its funla, but i was quite tired, so nothing much to say,

lazy.... hahahas

after tat, lunch time

next, continue our game,

one station is qutie touching to me,

is the jing sen of xian hua da di, yuan jue da di and qiu gong qian ren........

and also tat station..

is quite scary de, pa pa lei!

next we got lesson by zheng tang zu, is called 爱的言语.

is the only lesson tat makes us laughs!!!

next,

photo taking!!!

the most happy moment!

after tat, went home..

went to school just now to collect my sec 2 books... hehe, but all the science books were out of stock, so i gotta wait for school reopen, but went i got there, saw zen, i think he is buying his shirts for next year's sec 3 ba........ haix, at home so sian, nothing to do man! but nvm, tml i wil be going out! woots! finally waiting for tis day to arrived:) lata wil be chatting wit zen, it seems ages since we last chated.... gtg bb:)
20th- grand ma's bdaye!
21-22th- B camp! plus going to grandma house!
23th- li jie ban at tian hui! (half day)
25th- x'mas! plus li jie ban! (whole day)
so on and so on..........
omg, i wil be umber tired!

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not moving, im not moving, im not moving, im not moving, im not moving, im not moving!!!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not moving! im i dreaming?!

no im not!

its true!

im not moving!!!!!!

there is not a need for me to transfer sch!

woots!

lalalalalalalalalalalalalala..............

hahahahahahahahahaha..................

im still in JWSS!

GOSH.............. I CANT BELIEVE IT.............

hahahas, sorry, im just too happy...............

even aaron and jie ning also very happi when they heard tis piece OF GOOD NEWS!!!

SIAN

haix...
in the house nothing to do, no plans,
until fri, my family and i wil go to my great grandmother house to pray to my great grandfather's death anniversary.
my great grandfather died since i was around 4-5 years old,
although he doesn't talks to me often when i was small, but he bought alot of things for me. i miss my great grandfather..
anyways, i hav nothing to say except tis, after fri,
sat need to go to tian guo for da zhong ban.
there is no vacancy in pei cai secondary school,
so i may be in their waiting list lol,
if not,
i may be transfering to beatty secondary school or chij or bishan park lol...
haix, see first ba...

dish washing!

yesterday went to tian guo's wedding dinner.... erm, not for the dinner there, but came to wash plates, bowls, spoons,fork,big bowl,small bowl and even more things! but its for liao yuan purpose. eu think i'm kidding, but i wil tel ur guys, ITS REAL, I'M A DISH WASHER, I REALLY WASH AL THE DIRTY STUFF TAT WAS LEFT BEHIND THE WEDDING DINNNER... hahahas, nvm, when we reach there, me and my sis went to take a short chair and settle down first, after the second dish was served out, the whole lot of bowls and plates were coming down our way, as i mention just now, i was the dish washer, so wateva things tat pass through me, i need to wash, i wash and wash, in a few mins time, al the plates were done, we had nothing to do, so we started to chat, for 1 hour, there's no bowls for us to wash, at tat time, i was happy, no bowls to wash...... hahahas, but tat not the best part, the best part is when al the guests were leaving, the waiter wil keep those plates and bowls which is filled wit the food's sauce, after they finishing keeping the plates and bowls, they wil pass it to our washing area, and tis part, tis moment, was the MOST TIRING AND DIRTY PART, we need to wash the plates and bowls as fast as we could, I'M THE ONLY ONE who is washing 47 tables of plates and bowls, forks and spoons, big bowls and smal bowls etc..... and i tel eu, ITS NOT EASY TO WASH SO MANY THINGS IN JUST A SHORT TIME..... okkays, after al the struggling, washing, splashing of water, dirtying of clothes and changing of water, i finally finished washing al of them! but here comes the problem, i couldn't stand up... really, i'm not kidding, it took me a few mins just to stand up, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAS!!!!!!!!! okkay, don talk anymore, after tat, i went to my ah yi's house and stay over night, coz its too late to go back to jurong site... such a fun night, although its very pain, dirty and tiring, but its worth it to liao yuan...

wedding buffet and JCG choir

today is also another tiring day, wake up at 9 am, went to visit yi zhuo kor kor's internet, after tat, went for blogging, i need to change blog skins, i find tis skin very smal.. haix, but very hard to find wat i like lei... hmmm, but nvm, don talk bout tis la, after tat, i onli then found out tat we need to go out at 11 am, but its already 10 something le! just a few mins to 11 am! i quickly shut off the com, change my clothes, pack my bag and run off !!! hahahas, not tat serious la.. then meet ziting at chinese gadern, then went to city hall to meet mummy, them went to ang mo kio for a wedding buffet, wa, just to go for a wedding buffet, must go three places.. so ma fan! okkay, after the buffet, me, my sis and ziting went to seng kang for JCG, til 530pm, very tired, after tat, went to eat dinnie at around 6 something, 7 something then finished eating, coz my sis de tom yan noodle very suan, so took a long time to eat... after tat, went home, bye bye:)

A zu dao xue yin camp 2007

last few days my internet got prob.. hahahas.. but nvm, its over le.. hmmm.. lets start wit the day. we arrived tian hui VERY LATE! 9.30am, everybody starts at 8.00 am.. hahahas, then the cc go through wit us the fo tang expectations, after tat, we proceed wit our first activity, which is 'shou xi de hu huan'. we need to blind fold our eyes, carry a stick and walk to the sound tat eu are looking for, but its very confusing when there is other sounds in the room..so this activity told us tat we are very fortunate tat we had one pair of eyes to see, unlike those who are blind. next stop, is called the'shou zu qi xin'. tis is fun, we are suppose to get a partner and we need to tie one of our legs together, put one of our hands around our shoulder, and do something which we cannot do without our both hands and legs around. hahahas, me and li ru is the last pair to finish, coz those ppl infront was a bit slow, but nvm. this activity is also telling us tat we are very fortunate to hav our both hands and legs around, so we need to treasure them. after this stop, we needed to go down to first floor as two of our dian chuan shi had arrived to gave us some speech, one of them is lai dian chuan shi, i like his speech, coz he wil make use of different stories to tel us and from tat story, we can learn something new, after the speech, we had our lunch, after our lunch, we continue our morning activities, 2 more activities to go, next stop is called the'san dai mi' which is a show played by qi yun jie jie and yi zuo kor kor.. hmmm, both of them are my friends, so after they had played finished, we answer a few questions, we proceed to our last stop of the morning activity, called the'sign language' this stop teaches us how to show hand signs, and we need to show a word by not saying it out, but showing it out through hand signs. next, we had our photo taking sessions, next we proceed to our afternoon's program, the first stop is called the'zhen jiu di qiu' this activity is also very fun, we hav al the recycled things for us to built a house which must fit in one person, hahahas, we did it, this told us tat we must recycle things so tat to reduce gobal warming, next stop was the'xian gong li yi' its in the fo tang, so maybe ur guys would not understand, so skip to the next stop, called the'ba bao zhi duo shao', this is also in the fo tang, so ur guys would not understand too, the last stop, which is the'qing shao nian ban dian di' this stop told us bout this qing shao nian zu de meaning, after tat, we had our tea snack and after tat, we waited for our bus to bring us home.... its a tiring day.

wow, shocked lei, aaron came back yesterday, i thought they wil be coming back today, hmmm, its wei long's fault la, he counted the wrong date la.. hahahas.. funny.. wa today very sian lei, nothing to do lei... haix.. today aaron gave me something tat he bought from malaysia, hello kitty thing, very cute, eu pul something, then the hands and legs wil vibrate de, very cute! hmmm, after tat we conferenced wit wei long, su rui and su wei.. hahahas, tat period was chaos man! al the ppl talk at the same time, grr... so messy, tml wil be going to tian hui(red hill) at night.. next friday, i wil be going for a day camp at tian hui.. then on the 21-22 of dec, i wil also be going for a daily camp at tian guo(seng kang), haix, only these activities, SIAN LEI..... oh! i got things to tel ur guys, but....... i think betta not la.. hahahas, 不能说的秘密:)

poor grandma

hmm.. yesterday i went to my aunt's house for overnight.. poor grandma, due to her weak leg, she fel off on the ground and hit her forehead and her eye.. quite serious.. no i mean, VERY SERIOUS. my heart felt very pain, just think, an 80+ grandma, wit weak legs and has health problem, just fel off to the floor, and was sent to hospital for rescue, tat was very sad. feng shui is going to malaysia tonight, he wil be back on sat.. hmmm, sb just came back from malaysia, both of them so funny.. haix, but nvm, no need to be bored, coz i stil hav my dearest jie ning! she is also very sian nowadays.. i just chat wit her a few days ago... her stead is also at malaysia now.. haix of course ma, holiday liao, can go other country le.. just like me, i also go to taiwan.. but not to play al the time, but at the same time, wit a ly xin qing.. haix, i finally got pics from hing yu le.. pls enjoy ba:)



hong yu and me:)

my sis and hong yu

my sis and me.. now eu al noe who is my sis?

lets continue again...

DAY 4,5 n 6...

sorry pics to many.. cant post for ur... sorry! anyways...
doing the same thing... blash blah blah... forgotten...

DAY 7...
we went to one of the taiwan qian xian's resturant[shang hai su shi guan] the food there was extremely nice to eat, especially the OX sauce... wow... feel like eating one now! and guess wat, we ate 15 DISHES! 15! read the numbers carefully.. 1 5! but its worth it to go there and eat, very nice! we also hav a karaoke session, hahahas, tat was the fun time we had.. after tat, we went back to sen wei and pack for our things, coz tml wil be our last day staying in taiwan... sobs...

DAY 8...

wa!!!! wanna cry liao la!!! today was the last day liao lei... i miss my room, miss the place, miss the fun, miss the ppl, miss everything there! early in the morning, we had to rush to the airport so tat we wont missed our flights.. and the most touching moment was, lin qian ren and the rest of the ppls, came and say goodbye to us, and their words was very warmming, i nearly cried! i really miss taiwan, the feeling, it cant be explained, and if eu had gone wit a ly de xin qing, tat feeling is very different from just going there and play or wateva stuffs... eu can really noe wats the purpose for coming to taiwan...

lets continue...

DAY 3...

wel, i totally forgotten bout the things tat i went through tat day, but i remembered tat, the dinner there was nice.. hahahas so greedy.. but the whole day's program was ful of talking, giving of speech.. DAMN SIAN! but6 its nice of he li ru tz to let us walk around the sen wei, and tel eu, the place there was supper nice, i cant explian til eu go there by urself, eu wil 'feel' it.. hahahas, tml we got another performance, tats the closing ceremony, so we need to sing again, and GOSH.. i already lost my voice, same as my friends.. i don noe wat to do.. i'm gonna die..


















DAY 4, 5 AND 6...

sorry, i really forgotten wat i went through liao... ps ps ps.. but the 4th day is the closing ceremony day, and we need to perform.. ya.. so tis is the only thing tat i remembered... sorry:(
ya.. i remember le, we also went to sit in th train...























sorry.. to continue, the next time, my com need rest.. hahahas...

DURING THE TAIWAN TRIP

DAY 1...
woots! first time taking an areoplane to very far away place from singapore, very excited! wel, the first time taking plane was damn scary! i could hardly breathe when the plane started to rise... zi ting almost couldn't hear a thing!!! very serious lei... hahahas, btw, we took china airlines, and i tel eu, the food there, was extremely bad! the food was not mend for ppl to eat! yuckz!!!! hmmm, lets don talk bout the plane, after 4 hours sitting in the plane, finally arrive taiwan! yeepee! so happy, the place is at gaoshiung, we went to fo tang thingy, called sen wei, its a very big place, so we went there not for fun de, we hav a very bog mission, and it's our choir group biggest wish.. so we reached there, we practiced singing for hours and hours.. then we went to our room and sleep coz tml, its our BIG performance...






















DAY 2...

wake up... ate our breakfast, and went for rehersal, rehersal rehersal and rehersal... just to make sure... after tat, went for our lunch, but after tat, i forgot bout the things laio.. hahahas, stm.. but the performance tat night was not so good to our instructor's expectations, but we tried our best.. but to me, i'm quite sastified wit the outcome.. and tat was the most memmoral experienced i ever tasted...



















hahahas, to be continue, coz my sis wanna use the com le.. i'm sorry guys:(

JWSS WATER ACTIVITIES CAMP

DAY 1...

al of us meet in the school at 7am, waited for so long.. finally we can board the bus to changi coast. in the bus, i make fiends wit su rui and su wei, both of them are twins, its just tat they are 16 mins different AND ONE GUY CALLED AARON . hahahas, don understand, nvm.
then reach there le, we went to our dom to unload our barang barang, next, we started our water activities. the first one is to go for kayaking, its fun la, but when it comes to the sandy shore part... OMG, i hate it, al our shoes tio sand, and its very uncomfortable... after the whole day kayaking, we went to bathe, eat our dinner and went to sleep, coz the net day, we gonna hav our kayaking test. and we need to capsized, omg... my nose very pain sia, don oe whether can stand til tml anot.

DAY 2

its our worst day!! we're gonna hav our test, after our breakfast, we went to the deep sea and started our test, its quite scary la.. coz the sea is so deep, and we need to capsized in the deep sea, i'm the first one to capsized in the deep sea, damn scared!!! bur overall, our group pass! yeepee!!!! tat night, i lost my voice, coz i need to shout across the sea to cal my friends, and my skin tio sun burn ah!!! very painful, just touch a bit, my face started to feel pain.. but the good thing is, the third day, we are going to kallang swimming pool and swim!! yeah! no more sandy shoes nor salty smel le.. hahahas.

DAY 3

ya, the whole day in the swimming pool,very tired... but nothing to say in tis day la.. tml wil be our last day.

DAY 4

woots!! today the last day, we went down for dragon boating... its fun la.. but when we are in the bus, al of us sleep like nobody business.. hahahas, but when i came back from camp, i sleep like a pig!!! hahahas, so tats al for my camp...

b4 trip to taiwan

i very excited lo.tmr leh!!!im lookin forward leh hahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!will be back for posting after 8 day.. will buy present for all my kor kor mei mei didi jie jie.

i promoted to sec 2 express le so happy!hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!hope will be same class wif jie ning,hui yi,hui wen,carissa,yi xin n e rest gal in 1E5 2007...


1E5 ROX!!!!!!!!!!!! MIS YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

in the dance studio

wa! today is the most happy day i ever had. our class had a tea party session. we had a great time, we got chicken wings, pizza and harshbrowns. the auntie had cook for me one tray of vegetarian pizza, it taste great! its creamy, and the pineapple is sweet... maybe they can start selling vegetarian pizza in school liao.. hahahas, no la, tat wil depends on their final decision de... tml is the last day of my sec 1 days, oh! i wil miss al the days tat me and my class went through together, i may or may not be staying in tis school liao, coz i wil be moving house to my ah yi's place, i wil be sad if i hav to transfer school. eu noe, living in jurong west estate for bout six years, eu wil some how rather hav the 'home' feelings here, hahahas,sounds like living singapore like tat... so dramatic! but in my decision, i wil not like to transfer school, coz next year there is a dance performance at victoria by our school international dance... ha! so greedy right? hmmm.... lets not talk to much liao, ill put those pics for ur guys to see le la.. tata:)

hahahas.. results are out! i stil remain in express! damn happy! i was so scared tat i wil go to NA lei.. hahahas but now, no worries! last sat, went to JWSS open house wit jie nig (coz for our dance la). tat morning was raining very heavily, tat jie ning don wanna to open her umbrella, haix so no choice, i share the umbrella wit her. in the dance studio, we done our warm-ups, i felt very pain as i never dance for a long time, plus i had not recovered from my flu, no choice but to do it. it really hurts! but nvm. erm, forgive me tat there is no pics, if eu wanna see, pls go to jie ning's blog and see ba:) after the open house, went back home and REST! so tired... at night, went to tian hui fou tang for da zhong ban.

mon is our school promotion day, so we no need to got to school:)tue, played HEART ATTACK wit jie ning, yuliany, carissa, aidil,hui yi and many more... hahahas, sounds childish but its really fun, eu noe, haven play HEART ATTACK for such a very long time, when eu started to play it again, eu can feel all ur childhood memmories... hmmm... after tat, went back home. nowadays, i kept thinking of the games tat i had played when i was in my children stage.. it really makes me happy, it really helps me to forget all the things tas happening now, and bringing me back to the younger age.... tats very relaxing, maybe ur should try it.. it works! hahahas, eu may think tat i'm siao liao, but trust me, it real:)hmmm.. tats all for today.. gotta go.. tata:)

oh well.. today, for me, its quite a happy thing happened la.. today, while shopping wit my mummy, i saw artiste... one of them is pornsak... hahahahs! very qiao lei... then, i met my aunt again... went to jurong point, i saw my ex-friends! wow! today did not turn up for school coz i had i terrible flu... OMG! i hate it when i'm sick! but anyways, i can don go to school ma... hahahas.. sounds like i'm skipping lessons:) hehe.. so bad.. i stil left wit afew more weeks to taiwan! damn excited:)i overheard tat we'l be ly qing sao at fou tang after our performance.. haix.. but nvm, ly is a happy thing to do ma:)whis me liao yuan quai le loh! hahahas... but the sad thing is, i'l be missing alot of dance lessons during the school holidays, our dance wil be preparing to go the victoria to perform in public next year. so miss pang wil be training us after our year end exams.. haix! me so ke lian.. i'l miss alot of dance steps if i go taiwan, but its okkay la... i wil just practise harder when i came back from taiwan ba!so sad:( funny thing happened in my tag board, someone seems to encourage me on something.. i don noe who is it, or maybe tat person is spamming my blog? i don noe... but nvm ba.. i'l wait til the person come back and tag ba... hehe.. gotta go... tata!

just now went to imeem.com...omg.. terrible disater... make alot of mess over there.. wateva... nowadays i really don hav much to say... haix... gotta go again.. bb:)

haix... today im at home, feeling damn sick! omg.... just now listen to high school musical 2 de disc... then talk to my kor kor, followed by my didi, HAIX.. SO SIAN! lata stil need to go and see doctor... don noe wether how is the class today... just now went to red's blog, was abit complicated.. hahahas... but stil i'm not lost in his blog. now, i hav nothing to say... but i'l show eu my september and november plans:

26th september- going for a course.

28th september-going to malaysia for chang si rehersal.

29-30th september-going for chalet wit some of the 1e5 students.

2-9th november-going to taiwan! woots!

11th november-my ah yi kai tang.

12-15th november-camping.

these are the events tat i'm having... just simply look at those activities tat i had! i'm fully packed! hahahas... haix... gotta go now.. bye bye:)

woots!! latest news.. i'm going to taiwan!! yeepee:) tis is the first time i had travelled so far.. i felt abit sorryfor my sis as she is under age for the ly in shen wei at taiwan.. tat was ling qian ren de order.. haix, maybe next year ba.. she wil hav the chance to ly de.. MEI MEI JIA YOUS!! DON GIVE UP:) CHEER UP:)
i also hav another bad news... i felt so cheated, i'm so confused, i don noe wether are they friends or not? she said she dosent wanna talk to her..but i saw her tag on their blog.. i was shock...want actually happened? i'm confused...

hooray!!! examinations are over!! woots:) hahahas.. now i cant relax.. hmmm.. but i find it very boring in my house.. nothing to do.. sian la! i cant go out... coz i wil influence my sis from PSLE. she stil hav one more paper to go, which is science... anyways, feng shui kor kor wil be lending me the 'bu neng shuo de mi mi' de DVD.. haha, then i'll not be so bored anymore!! yeepee!! erm.. forgive me for my excitement.. i'm just abit siao after my exams, too stressed!! just wanna let out.. okkays, lets don talk too much now.. i'll go on wit the things tat happened in the exams period.

the first paper, which is my english paper, don noe when liao... the compo is abit difficult, but i can stil managed to do finished... as for the compre... erm, wel, its quite difficult. hahahas.. wateva. just hope tat my english wil pass ba.. okkays, for the second paper, which is math paper 1, wow! i tel eu... its difficult!! no calculators, need mental calculation,OMG! stress..... err... i guess tat i'll fail my math ba.. the third paper, which is chinese, OH MAN, i tel eu... i LOVE chinese! its my favourite and best subjects!! its easy.. nothing much to say for chinese paper.. haha! the forth paper, which is history.. OMG, saying bout history, i'm very scared, coz i studied the wrong subject!! i thought it was science paper, in the end, my friends said it was history paper!! started to panic.. the only thing i can do at tat time is to... FLIP THE TEXT BOOK AND READ!!!!! and i tel eu, during the paper, i was stunned.. most of the questions i don noe... gosh... lets don say bout history, next, the fifth paper, science, i was happy!! coz every question a met... its easy!! hahahas... i wil pass science tis time... as for geo, its easy... hahahas coz i got learn!! hehehe... i'm so bad.. the last paper, math paper 2, its easy! coz we got calculator wat!! hahahas.. haix, i've said so much... very thirsty, haix... anyways, got to go...cya:)

hiax.. long time neverpost le.. very sorry :( well.. i stil hav another 4 more papers to go.. eng is easy, chinese is easy.. but for maths.. OMG!! the time is so short! i cant even finished my paper. 1h15min, how can eu expect to finish the paper wit NO CALCULATOR?! i'm so afriad tat i wil fail my maths, if i fail more than two subjects, i wil DROP TO NA! wa...... wanna cry:( nowadays some ppl kept doing nasty things behind of me. i wont mention their name, anyways, THEY SUX! eu noe, its like... going to sch everyday wit a very emo face and stil need to see their faces? and worst stil, need to bear wheneva they scold me slut? treatened me? insulting me? i cant live wit tis kind of life!!! i rather when back to my bed and sleep.. never to wake up again... i really really don wanna live anymore! just let me die!
after my exam, i got tons of activities waiting for me... gosh... wat ami suppose to do?
i really want to go taiwan.. but due to these activities, i cant..

haix... nowadays my class very funny... hahahas... like yesterday... qiu hui did something very.... erm... disgusting... and today... qiu hui say something.. also very disgusting.. hmmm.... tml is my first year end paper.. english!!! i'm sooo scared... but nvm... wil work betta!! haha

she stil does not get what i meant by hurt. Well, i tried to hint her when tat friend was not wit us, but she stil doesn't get it! i'm so sad and frustrated!!! err.... okays, expected tat eu wil not get wat i meant. Well, basically, i was very close wit tis girl, in fact, even lao gong and lao po can decribe us. until one day, i went to sch as normal, but something caught my attention, i saw my lao gong wit the other friend, very close, treated each other like sis... i was very angry at tat time. i didn't noe wat to do? should i go there and push thm away? or should i stand here, watching them quietly?

nvm. i'll just stand here and watched them. the rest of the days were the same, going recess together, went for lunch after sch, i'm just an 'extra' person in their space.. when they came and ask me question, i just feel like slapping them. omg.. i noe tis violent. i noe its wrong to do tat but its like seeing ur lao gong going out wit the other freind everyday, eu tried to go our wit them .. but eu cant. i tried to melt into their conversation but.. failed... nowadays i'm in a very bad mood.. wat should i do:(

i cant get into JWPS! tis is the worst things tat happened in my life! i thought the sch wil be opened til evening, but when sylvia and i arrived JWPS bout 13opm, the gate was locked, both of us were shocked. we waited there for an hour but the guard just refused to let us in. i saw teachers coming out wit their students, one by one, but we just cant see mdm beena. i'm damn worried! but in the end, we gave up waiting. so we decided to go pm for lunch. when we reached, i saw ade and her friends, i just cried in front of them! its like those uncontrolable tears kept rolling down my cheeks.. i'm extremely sad.. those feelings cant be expressed through my words...... okays, back to sylvia, i wrote a song for her 13 birthday. see, i'm so talented, i noe how to compose songs lei... hahahas just kidding. after having lunch at pm, i went home.

holidays are meant for spending time wit ur friends, but i need to go sch for three days! just to do the history revision paper, but its for my own good, coz i wil noe more bout the exams topics! hahax.. but wil be going out wit jie ning on thur!! hahahas looking forward :)

meet sylvia again.. (: Took neos agagin.,, Enjoy