hiax.. long time neverpost le.. very sorry :( well.. i stil hav another 4 more papers to go.. eng is easy, chinese is easy.. but for maths.. OMG!! the time is so short! i cant even finished my paper. 1h15min, how can eu expect to finish the paper wit NO CALCULATOR?! i'm so afriad tat i wil fail my maths, if i fail more than two subjects, i wil DROP TO NA! wa...... wanna cry:( nowadays some ppl kept doing nasty things behind of me. i wont mention their name, anyways, THEY SUX! eu noe, its like... going to sch everyday wit a very emo face and stil need to see their faces? and worst stil, need to bear wheneva they scold me slut? treatened me? insulting me? i cant live wit tis kind of life!!! i rather when back to my bed and sleep.. never to wake up again... i really really don wanna live anymore! just let me die!
after my exam, i got tons of activities waiting for me... gosh... wat ami suppose to do?
i really want to go taiwan.. but due to these activities, i cant..

haix... nowadays my class very funny... hahahas... like yesterday... qiu hui did something very.... erm... disgusting... and today... qiu hui say something.. also very disgusting.. hmmm.... tml is my first year end paper.. english!!! i'm sooo scared... but nvm... wil work betta!! haha

she stil does not get what i meant by hurt. Well, i tried to hint her when tat friend was not wit us, but she stil doesn't get it! i'm so sad and frustrated!!! err.... okays, expected tat eu wil not get wat i meant. Well, basically, i was very close wit tis girl, in fact, even lao gong and lao po can decribe us. until one day, i went to sch as normal, but something caught my attention, i saw my lao gong wit the other friend, very close, treated each other like sis... i was very angry at tat time. i didn't noe wat to do? should i go there and push thm away? or should i stand here, watching them quietly?

nvm. i'll just stand here and watched them. the rest of the days were the same, going recess together, went for lunch after sch, i'm just an 'extra' person in their space.. when they came and ask me question, i just feel like slapping them. omg.. i noe tis violent. i noe its wrong to do tat but its like seeing ur lao gong going out wit the other freind everyday, eu tried to go our wit them .. but eu cant. i tried to melt into their conversation but.. failed... nowadays i'm in a very bad mood.. wat should i do:(

i cant get into JWPS! tis is the worst things tat happened in my life! i thought the sch wil be opened til evening, but when sylvia and i arrived JWPS bout 13opm, the gate was locked, both of us were shocked. we waited there for an hour but the guard just refused to let us in. i saw teachers coming out wit their students, one by one, but we just cant see mdm beena. i'm damn worried! but in the end, we gave up waiting. so we decided to go pm for lunch. when we reached, i saw ade and her friends, i just cried in front of them! its like those uncontrolable tears kept rolling down my cheeks.. i'm extremely sad.. those feelings cant be expressed through my words...... okays, back to sylvia, i wrote a song for her 13 birthday. see, i'm so talented, i noe how to compose songs lei... hahahas just kidding. after having lunch at pm, i went home.

holidays are meant for spending time wit ur friends, but i need to go sch for three days! just to do the history revision paper, but its for my own good, coz i wil noe more bout the exams topics! hahax.. but wil be going out wit jie ning on thur!! hahahas looking forward :)