she stil does not get what i meant by hurt. Well, i tried to hint her when tat friend was not wit us, but she stil doesn't get it! i'm so sad and frustrated!!! err.... okays, expected tat eu wil not get wat i meant. Well, basically, i was very close wit tis girl, in fact, even lao gong and lao po can decribe us. until one day, i went to sch as normal, but something caught my attention, i saw my lao gong wit the other friend, very close, treated each other like sis... i was very angry at tat time. i didn't noe wat to do? should i go there and push thm away? or should i stand here, watching them quietly?

nvm. i'll just stand here and watched them. the rest of the days were the same, going recess together, went for lunch after sch, i'm just an 'extra' person in their space.. when they came and ask me question, i just feel like slapping them. omg.. i noe tis violent. i noe its wrong to do tat but its like seeing ur lao gong going out wit the other freind everyday, eu tried to go our wit them .. but eu cant. i tried to melt into their conversation but.. failed... nowadays i'm in a very bad mood.. wat should i do:(