hais,
today i spent my time mostly at home...
but at night, went to ah yi's house for qing zu,
i called someone, and heard things that hurt me...
maybe its because they still don noe how precious this thing is?
maybe their parents don allow.. hais, ia also don noe how to discribe it...
but the way 'someone' said,
i only can say, its hurting.
i tried asking others to go too..
but all had rejected...
they may not noe how sad is it..
i noe, 'someone's paernts don allow him to go,
i can understand. i don force him to go too.
coz we are still at the age where we still need a parent's consent.
whenever they say,"oh, i got something on lata."
i noe they don feel like going...
and i have to encourage then to come often again and again..
but none of them came.
is the problem lies in me??
am i not a good yin bao shi??
i think im not, i had always failed to call my hou xue to come more often..
mabe, i am right.
im not a good yin bao shi, i cant even take care of my hou xue...
i felt so... useless...
sometimes, i feel like not to call my friends to 'somewhere' anymore.
but there are three person, tat made me wanna ask them again.
they are the ones, who made me feel tat, there is still friends who are interested.
and i felt happy bout it.
they are the ones who made me gain my confidence, so tat i can stand up and ask them again.
thanks, i love eu guys:)







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