elmo and chocolate box ;D

yesterday was ABDEN's birthday,
so i hereby wish him a happy belated birthday!
stay happy ad handsome yeah??
all the best in ur studies and hope eu can find ur dreamgirl soon ;D
andandand, sotong is hiding in my tagboard! :x
hahas.
jiayous for ur exams this year yeah?? hehes.




today morning assembly was very quite,
was not like the past at all. but i find it good.
at least i can have silence in the morning (:
after that, went to have art, keep shading and shading.
im gonna freak out soon ):
after that, had chem lesson in class.
learnt bout more in atoms this time, had lots of things to remember.
tml i will have my combine bio and chem focused test.
hope i can pass! (:
recently, our class faced alot of theft cases.
our class lost almost $40 dollar plus.
which made us super moody, we can even have lesson properly.
hais hais.
after that, was recess, didnt talk much.
i think its due to my painful ulcer in between my gums and lips D;
sobsob.
after that, was math. did graph stuffs. which is also boring.
after that was chinese, chionged my xizi and handed up to miss zhu.
the last period was class time.
mr gopal came into our class and talk with us bout the theft case
and or behaviour in english lesson.
he talked alot of things but i just cant concentrate.
school ends and i went home.
pray hard that i will pass tml's test! i cant afford to fail any simple test!
revise revise revise!

happy valentines day baby ;D

TODAY IS VALENTINES DAY!
yay ;D
gonna meet baby lata.
that stupid choir lesson spoils me and his mood today ):
so went to meet him yesterday,
saw something very cuteee,
wanted him to buy, but he said its not worth it.
so i shall wait for the next time D;
but i really had a great time with him yesterday ;DD
wanted to take pictures with him yesterday also forgot :x
hahahahas.
i think i have nothing to say,
so,
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BABY!
babylaopo loves you very very much!
loveyou forever~
andandand, i want my present asap :x
hahas.
WOAINININI <3
muackmuacks x3


andandand,
i still need to thanks all those who did cheer me up when that guy say me.
REALLY THANKS ALOT ! (:
iloveyou guys.
and happy valentines day ;D

xingxuan and joanne lim ;D


















went to school as normal today.
two things that shocked me.
i failed math and chinese.
this is the first time i failed my chinese, i cant believe it.
math was my focus test, i got
10/40
it was like, 1/4 of the full marks.
i promised my mum and him to pass my math this time,
but i didnt make it.
im such a disappointment to them.
i dont understand why i cant pass my math,
everytime without fail, i will fail my math paper.
whywhywhy?!
i really feel like crying now,
if that was my o level paper, how am i gonna make it to poly??
i guess not even i single poly wants me in thier school.
including republic.
i tried so hard, but i got all wrong, but the answers were so short, straightforward.
and i cant even get a single mark for it.
what's happening to me? is my brain not working?
or isit like what ppl had said, that im stupid?
and i'm really trying hard to score well,
and yet there are ppl insulting me bout my grades.
cant i dropped to e5?? so what if my previous class was e2??
does that concerns bout eu?? will i affect ur future??
no right??
then just fuck off from my side! bastard!
everyday the moment eu see me, eu will insult me.
hey, i am also a human, i have feelings too.
dont think that everytime eu say me, i wont get hurt,
but deep inside, it really hurts alot.
so what if eu promoted to a higher class than me??
does that concerns me?? no.
i dont even give a damn for eu but eu just keep rubbing salt on my wounds.
does that make eu happy?? if yes,
then just continue.
i have nothing to say.
chinese was also a disappointment to me.
i cant believe i got 47 for my chinese.
i really have nothing to say.
even my best subject will fail,
how can i imagine what will happen to my o level results?
i really dont dare to think.
all i want to do now is just to cry.



even singing or taking pics with me is just so difficult,
but singing and taking pics with (name) is so fun for eu.
but it cant be blame,
as 1 year plus friendship cant be compared to a primary school friendship.







silly pics that i took with xuanxuan during the lt period.