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still trying out with this template,
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first paper

MYE starts today!















this is the second last school examination paper i'm taking,
after tht i'll be on my way to take cambridge's paper. LOL
i admit tht i studied my english the day before the paper,
but i felt tht i will not score well this time for my comprehension.
i dont know why, i find it difficult ):
wht am i suppose to do?
as i mentioned before, i cant afford to fail this mid-year exams.
i've been extremely busy lately,
study,study,study
homework,homework,homework!
ARRGHH!!!!!
it really stops my breath totally.
this weekend will be burned with fotang activities,
hais, no time to study my social studies and chemistry ):





where shall we go for our 18th?
<3

memories 2

album 2

这些画面又勾起我们美丽的回忆

chinese dance

album 1

MEMORIES 1~

last dance

last speech day


















this is our last dance,
and its just like a flash,
there it goes.



i've never expected tht it end so fast.
when i first step into the dance room,
i felt tht i've lots and lots of hours to go through.
but now,
in those splits seconds,
we've graduated.
tears pouring out,
laugther lowered down,
and emotions started to raise.
without miss kay's scoldings and teaching techniques,
i wouldnt have come so far.
i felt grateful for her,
thankyou miss kay,
i'll missyou.
without peer's advice and encouragement,
without them being by my side,
without all the funs we had,
i wouldnt have excel in dance.
as i walked up to the stage,
i remebered all the scences vividly,
and i'm gonna tell myself tht i'll remember it for life.
i consoled by friends not to cry out first,
but in heart, i'm really going to cry out.
we celebrated after our last performance,
isabel and lihui went to us and gave us a farewell cake.
all of us cried, tears of joy flowing out from our eyes.
i felt so touched.
thankyou isabel and lihui,
your cake were filled with lots of love.




but dont worry,
dance camp is coming up next.















organised by: ALL THE SEC4 SENIORS
emotions: GET READY AND BE EXCITED ;D

you left me

so stupid of me

i like this song, *thumbs up*
nothing to post,
dont wish to say anything now.
hush hush.

hate it

I REALLY HATE IT!

xingxuan's birthday

sweet 16 for xingxuan
















today's its xingxuan's 16th birthday,
wish her a happy 16th birthday,
stay young and pretty,
and goodluck for your o levels (:


today our class sang a birthday song for her (:
did nafa test for 5 stations,
deproved badly ):
after pe was math, handed up my file and did nothing.
went for chinese lesson,
i cannot believe tht my focused test got 33/50
and its 2nd position in class
thankgod tht i pass my chinese focused test wih good marks ;D
i just felt so happy.
i thought i will not see any hope when i saw B3 for my previous focused test result,
but now i really have chance to aim for A2 (:
jiayou joanne!
hohoho
after recess was cme, slacked and went for art lesson after one period.
and from there i was doing my art for 2 hours plus -.-
and its like super tired can?
omg..
and now i need to find my art research ):
my eyes cant withstand any longer~

tired tired tired!!!

last day!

coming back

















omg, baby's coming back tonight! ;DDDD
i just cant wait till 10pm man!
i didnt blog yesterday cause i went for qingming the whole day,
i dont even have the chance to use the com,
i'm all the while at my greatgrandma's house ):
i saw him replying le!
no worries (:
i kept feeling uneasy these few days eh,
all of these were just my feelings only,
now i know he's okkay thn i felt relief le (:
haha
he's coming back le!
woohoo~

going jcg later in the afternoon,
thn still got qingzhu at night ):
tired tired..





reply baby's tag:
i'm really surprised to see your tag leh,
after sooo many days D;
do you know how worry i am?
aww, sayang baby,
just faster come back le luh, you've been there so many days le
you still dont wish to come back?
thankyou baby,
all thanks to you, my math really improved!
hohoho
okkay baby, i'll wait for your call when you reach singapore (:
haha, really for free? cool~
i got takecareof myself luh,
dont worry baby, nothing happen to me these few days ;D
okkay baby,
faster comeback luh! (:
wht question you want to ask me?
MISSYOU AND LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS LUH!
MUACKS!X33333
<333333333333333333333
byebye baby, muacks!x3
xoxo

6 day

5 more to go
















just submitted one board, phew!
still have 5 more to go.
andandand, i have new songs again baby (:
by S.H.E
i went to popular thn i go listen the songs de,
and its like,
i'm crazy for S.H.E again (:
not totally crazy, its just like some of their songs (:
i hope baby will not be angry orh D;
2 more days baby!
aha!
but why you never tag me at all?
i'm very worried for you baby,
since after tht call,
you never tag me anything at all.
wht happen to you?
i'm really very worried baby,
i hope nothing will happen to you T.T
i'm praying to god man..
today very stressed about art again ):
hais hais..
i want to talk to baby now D;
sob..
today's focused test i cant finished finding the chinese words,
omg, and its like alot leh ):
i think i'll failed the test.
i nearly lost my performance clothes man!
thankgod i went around my house searching frantically,
thn i saw it -.-
thn i was laughing at myself.
hohoho.







i really cant wait for you to come back

5th day

awaiting~














i'm very excited for baby's return okkay?
ho-ho-ho..
its like reading a message from him everyday he had left for me to read,
seems getting lesser and lesser,
which means tht bay is coming back! ;D
haha!
recently i'm really busy with homework,
i tried my best to squeeze out my free time to blog,
so tht baby will see it.
i wonder will he sees it?
i believed he will (:
aww,
i'm really missing him right now,
whenever i dailed a number,
i always pressed his number,
nearly called him :x
omg,
next time i'll not allow him to go overseas alone! ):
this feeling is te-rri-ble man..
i hope baby will not mind, though the first day i had a eager to call you,
and though eventually i did call you and you did picked it up,
the rest of the days till now i didnt call you,
its because i cant let you waste your phone bill,
and i also dont want your mum to say you,
so dont get the wrong idea okkay?
i just dont want to get myself so emotioned and keep crying all the time.
but i'm still waiting for your arrival baby ;D
3 more days! faster come back! ;D
hughug, muacks!x3
miss you so so much~






its really time for me to get started.

4th day

HAPPY 17 MONTH BABY!

woke up/brushed/changed/schooled.
started to buy newspaper everyday,
as mr paul tell us to do so,
so tht we can improve comprehension,
especially me ):
tuesday is always the stress day for me.
maybe its due to art D;
tsktsk, i cant do things on time,
can someone slap me?
cause i still think i'm in my lala land..
i just need slaps from someone to wake me up thts all.
math today, terrible.
not even a single word to describe for math lesson today.
hais.
my focused test result just released:
i shall not disgrace myself here but i'll say in general.
i improved my math by 1 grade higher (i see hope)
combine scince and humanitites and my chinese downgraded 1 grade (die)
english was the worst, its the first time i failed my english.
nowonder mr paul said i'm very weak D;
and thts the reason why i need to buy newspapers..
and i counted my marks,
its 44 points man!
imagine tht is my o level grade!
i think i will just die instantly.
at least i see hope for my math,
all thanks to baby he's the one who teaches me everything,
i'm very grateful to him,
i cant wait to tell him this piece of good news,
thankyou baby! muacks!x3
time flies super slow, its still not reaching saturday yet..
hais..

today's our 17month yet i cant celebrate with him,

so sad.

i'll just have to celebrate here my myself,

i hope he still remembers it (:

happy 17month baby,

我爱你！

muacks!x3

xoxo

to baby:

i got two new songs

>naturally

>ennie meenie

all known through my friends,

i wanted to share it with you,

hope tht baby will not be angry.

):

i found out something tht really shocks me, i want to find out why.

3rd day

schooling














its another week for school ):
i really cant get myself up this morning.
walked to school with swollen panda eyes D;
had chemistry for 3 periods,
i was struggling to keep myself awake because new topic today.
after chemistry was english,
read newspaper for the two periods
and also talking session with mr paul (:
after recess, was math,
like the same, did questions and stuffs like tht.
after math was ss, was rather fun with her today (:
after tht was two free period ;D
so i'm back now,
dealing with homework stuffs..
i'm not going anywhere today,
not even choir,
and i already had told baby before he went off (:
missing him right now,
i really want to join them man,
he really make me jealous sometimes ):
just his luck,
i dont have this chance to go overseas D;
imissyou baby T.T
faster come back orh~
sobsob ):

2nd day

JOBEN's love story

omg, yesterday my baby flew off to korea le, i miss him badly ):
6 more days he'll be back joanne,
be strong! (:
surprised to see my post baby?
hohoho, actually i didnt went zhaodai.
but now i'm all alone in the house,
felt so scary..
i hope you were here so tht you can accompany me ):
hope you're doing fine over there (:
imissyou baby! muacks!x3
hughug~
misses~
xoxo

went for bxb in the morning,
math was the homework i brought there.
yingjie and yonghao taught me,
some sort of confused by their words and method :x
after tht went to toapayoh,
and now i'm at home, with nobody,
so sad ):
nothing much to post today
cant stop thinking of him man,
i really miss him so much..

last day

LAST DAY.
I'LL MISS YOU BADLY.
TAKECARE OF URSELF WHEN YOU REACH THERE,
DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH.
REMEMBER TO HAVE FUN OVER THERE TOO.
DONT WORRY FOR ME.

GOODBYE BABY,
SEE YOU IN 7 DAYS TIME,
TAKECARE OKKAY! (:
I'LL MISSYOU BABY~
HUGHUG!
BYEBYE BAOBEI, ILOVEYOU!
MMUUAACCKKSS!X333333333333333
HUGS~
X0X0

why go korea?

unpredictable..

its the third day of school holiday,
so far i had completed chinese, chemistry and half of bio.
felt so hardworking for the past two days :x
dance performance is coming up, cant wait!
and baby is going to watch me,
its the first time he's watching one of my dance performance,
i'm in a cloud nine now!~ ;D
but since after the news had been announced by him,
i felt really very sad.
i really dont noe wht to do.
i felt like going with you so tht you'll not cry, but i cant do tht,
i've my homework to do, cant leave.
i think the same thing will happen again after you leave singapore.
all i need to remind me of is not to think of you so much,
if not, i'll cry for even 8 days for sure.
9 more days, i dont even dare to count the number of days left.
why must you leave?
god, save me.

HBL

HOLIDAY!

finally finish home based learning!
and i dont know why must set the time on 9am in the morning,
i cant even get up in the morning :x
this are the homeworks tht needed to be done during the holidays:

1. geography tys
2. math tys
3. biology tys
4. chemistry tys
5. art board 3,4,5,6

OMG! piles of work man! never in my whole life i've so much homework to do.

shall not post anymore, if not i'll not have time to finish it D;

1 person, 2 face

disguised

felt nothing special in school today.
just thinking tht i've art tml,
i wont be able to hand in on time,
and my progress file will write another "late submission" again -.-
just dont know wht to draw.
and i find it really funny,
when you are not in ur o level year, you can draw lots of things,
you can let ur imaginative run wild.
but when you are in ur o level year, which is me,
you cant even think of anything to draw!
same like me!
mygod...
i'm starting to doubt my ability to think and draw already.
can someone out there help me??
i need god man.
i really missed the SYF period~
i cant get back those precious times and moments anymore,
those hardships we went through, it cannot be replaced by afew words.
thinking of how our dance is now,
there is a word that can replace, "boring"
except for those friends, the others were just super boring..
wonder if there's a dance camp this coming holidays,
mimi was asking whether if there is any, but i just say, i'll try to have one :x
i really love my SYF groups, i really love them.
i felt like having a gathering session with them (:
aww, missyou guys!


meeting baby lata! woots! ;DD

i just felt so betrayed..

cca

dance dance!

its the last day of the week, woots!
okkay, my class is abit wild with those annoying orange stuffs..
i just cant help it laughing with them, haha
geography was like, upset with my results...
and missoh was like very mad with us.. omg.
i feel like getting good result for geog,
cause i dont want missoh to say me at the end of the day.
math lesson after recess, i really cant concentrate.
i burst out, throwing my tears out of my eyes,
i just couldnt control..
i just dont know how to explain.
its not the first time you did tht to me.
wht had i done wrong this time?
i just couldnt forgive you easily..
i'm sorry i had to say this.
dont blame me, try putting yourself into my shoes,
you'll know how i felt.
i dont wish to continue anymore.
got so pissed off with it.
dance today, no scolding from her! ;D
but just felt tired after all.

i dont want you to continue like this.

tired

missing

back from school! just had ss focused test,
and this is the first time ever in my focused test i wrote so many words! :x
hohoho..
i'm tired today, just could stay awake.
tml i'll have my cca, gosh, i hate the hall, sooooo hot!
i'm pretty quiet today, dont ask me why.
sometimes i just think tht everything is drifting away,
and it may or may not come back.
and i was just standing here, waiting for it to come back,
at the same time, i ask myself, should i wait for it?
my mind tells me not to wait anymore,
but my heart tells me to do so,
which is why i'm very confused with things stuck in my head.
the most relaxing period was english (not tht i like english!)
cause mr paul keeps talking bout the oral picture,
and i can just jolly well stare in the space (:
i fell asleep while i was reading ss notes,
shame of me! :x
finally, tml its fri! cant wait to get into weekends..
*grinning*

i hope we can stay like this forever

fine

tsk

drank coffee to keep myself awake from school.

as usual, had our lessons according to our time table.

new people, new beginning.

had lots of homework to rush, sall not continue anymore.

and you're just a kido, kid.

unwell

uncomfortable

woke up in the morning, felt very uncomfortable in the internal..

struggle to get well but didnt manage to go school in the end.

additional scolding from my mum, grr..

i wanted to go dance today but she dont allow,

cause she thinks tht i'll not be a responsible student if i only go for cca but not school,

but i missed two lessons already, and those lessons are preparing for the speech day.

i'm very worried tht miss kay will replace me...

hais..

just finished math, taking a break now,

felt so boring at home, feel like going to school, but its too late for today.

i missed all the important lessons today,

wonder how would i follow up during the next couple of lessons..

hais..

went for dinner with baby yesterday,

ate lots of delicious food, yumyum!

though the food is nice, but i felt so tired and somemore my leg is swollen,

due to yesterday's dance practice ):

Bi think i should really change smth.

and i hate ppl who chooses friends by posittions..

chingay

chingay tonight

back from school already,
gotta prepare for chingay lata,
ppl thought i am going to perform,
but i'm just a traffic control over there,
so stop calling me "traffic police" (if you know who i'm referring to) :x
hohoho..
kinda tired these few days,
i dont know why i kept sleeping late.
yawns yawns...
and sometimes, i just dont understand why
(p) gets into conflict.
maybe its not me, thts why i think it tht way ba.
i just felt tht its so troublesome.
nothing to post recently,
or should i say, nothing to say anymore?
haha.
should i switch to public, or stay as private?

pancake

pancake failure

omg, just tried out my first pancake,

total disaster! T.T

wanted to make this for baby, but he's not feeling very well at the moment,

baby takcare of urself okkay?

hughug!

chinese new year is coming soon, woohoo!

i can take a break from all the homeworks! *grinning*

and hope baby can recover soon so tht you can eat nice things with meee~

haha.

late submit for art 2nd board again -.-

my file progress always written "late"

and i was like wth..

had focused test today, math.

i counted the marks, i guess i should get pass ba..

hohoho.

seriously, i dont have any time for fotang,

i tried to go, but always did not finish my homework on time.

and when i finish my homework, i cant go fotang.

so frustrating... hmph.

i sort of missing my sylvia girl alot,

i really cant wait to see her!

waiting, waiting, waiting.. (:

mood swing

busy..

these days were very busy,

art, science, math, english, social studies,

or should i say all of my 6 subjects?

i just couldnt take it, i've been throwing tantrums, scolding, shouting,

i'm just out of control.

i cant say anything to anyone, it's hard you know.

i guess, MOOD SWING will be the best to describe me now..

thts it, my foundation is fixed,

no matter how hard i tried, how hard i practise,

i just couldnt get it right.

i tried to spend time with my art, but i cant.

i'm always the one who's being scolded for late submission.

teachers started to look at me in a different way now.

i really feel like giving up.

i look at my friends, they are all not worried for their subjects,

but when i look back at me, i'm just struggling.

when will this end?

dance competition is coming in 1 month plus time,

i still need to prepare for the competition,

i dont know how much time i can spend with my studies.

DANCE-my passion, my dream ♥

moody

OH MY GOD

i'm really very stress...

i dont noe why, but its like something pressing down my shoulders,

i can hardly come up.

lots of papers and tests coming up,

and sometimes i really dont feel like revising,

forced myself to study, but couldnt get into my head ):

wht am i supposed to do now??

i'm so scared, days are passing by...

people ask me not to worry now,

but they dont understand,

because their foundation is better than mine...

hais....

(moody)

the past

returning to the past..

i have a sudden feeling of returning to the past,

where we first met.

the truful eyes just could not hind my mind.

a strong feeling when i looked at you,

its when two true hearts connect with me and you...

should i let go?

i don't know wht i'm doing right now.
i don't know whether is it right or wrong to do this.
though i don't wish to, but i doubt i have any other choices.
if this really makes you happy,
i'll do it.
i just want you to come back to me,
be here with me when i'm down.
pull through against all odds.
will you fulfill my wish?
i dont know...
pls baby.