unwell

uncomfortable

woke up in the morning, felt very uncomfortable in the internal..

struggle to get well but didnt manage to go school in the end.

additional scolding from my mum, grr..

i wanted to go dance today but she dont allow,

cause she thinks tht i'll not be a responsible student if i only go for cca but not school,

but i missed two lessons already, and those lessons are preparing for the speech day.

i'm very worried tht miss kay will replace me...

hais..

just finished math, taking a break now,

felt so boring at home, feel like going to school, but its too late for today.

i missed all the important lessons today,

wonder how would i follow up during the next couple of lessons..

hais..

went for dinner with baby yesterday,

ate lots of delicious food, yumyum!

though the food is nice, but i felt so tired and somemore my leg is swollen,

due to yesterday's dance practice ):

Bi think i should really change smth.

and i hate ppl who chooses friends by posittions..

chingay

chingay tonight

back from school already,
gotta prepare for chingay lata,
ppl thought i am going to perform,
but i'm just a traffic control over there,
so stop calling me "traffic police" (if you know who i'm referring to) :x
hohoho..
kinda tired these few days,
i dont know why i kept sleeping late.
yawns yawns...
and sometimes, i just dont understand why
(p) gets into conflict.
maybe its not me, thts why i think it tht way ba.
i just felt tht its so troublesome.
nothing to post recently,
or should i say, nothing to say anymore?
haha.
should i switch to public, or stay as private?

pancake

pancake failure

omg, just tried out my first pancake,

total disaster! T.T

wanted to make this for baby, but he's not feeling very well at the moment,

baby takcare of urself okkay?

hughug!

chinese new year is coming soon, woohoo!

i can take a break from all the homeworks! *grinning*

and hope baby can recover soon so tht you can eat nice things with meee~

haha.

late submit for art 2nd board again -.-

my file progress always written "late"

and i was like wth..

had focused test today, math.

i counted the marks, i guess i should get pass ba..

hohoho.

seriously, i dont have any time for fotang,

i tried to go, but always did not finish my homework on time.

and when i finish my homework, i cant go fotang.

so frustrating... hmph.

i sort of missing my sylvia girl alot,

i really cant wait to see her!

waiting, waiting, waiting.. (:

mood swing

busy..

these days were very busy,

art, science, math, english, social studies,

or should i say all of my 6 subjects?

i just couldnt take it, i've been throwing tantrums, scolding, shouting,

i'm just out of control.

i cant say anything to anyone, it's hard you know.

i guess, MOOD SWING will be the best to describe me now..

thts it, my foundation is fixed,

no matter how hard i tried, how hard i practise,

i just couldnt get it right.

i tried to spend time with my art, but i cant.

i'm always the one who's being scolded for late submission.

teachers started to look at me in a different way now.

i really feel like giving up.

i look at my friends, they are all not worried for their subjects,

but when i look back at me, i'm just struggling.

when will this end?

dance competition is coming in 1 month plus time,

i still need to prepare for the competition,

i dont know how much time i can spend with my studies.

DANCE-my passion, my dream ♥

moody

OH MY GOD

i'm really very stress...

i dont noe why, but its like something pressing down my shoulders,

i can hardly come up.

lots of papers and tests coming up,

and sometimes i really dont feel like revising,

forced myself to study, but couldnt get into my head ):

wht am i supposed to do now??

i'm so scared, days are passing by...

people ask me not to worry now,

but they dont understand,

because their foundation is better than mine...

hais....

(moody)