5th day

awaiting~














i'm very excited for baby's return okkay?
ho-ho-ho..
its like reading a message from him everyday he had left for me to read,
seems getting lesser and lesser,
which means tht bay is coming back! ;D
haha!
recently i'm really busy with homework,
i tried my best to squeeze out my free time to blog,
so tht baby will see it.
i wonder will he sees it?
i believed he will (:
aww,
i'm really missing him right now,
whenever i dailed a number,
i always pressed his number,
nearly called him :x
omg,
next time i'll not allow him to go overseas alone! ):
this feeling is te-rri-ble man..
i hope baby will not mind, though the first day i had a eager to call you,
and though eventually i did call you and you did picked it up,
the rest of the days till now i didnt call you,
its because i cant let you waste your phone bill,
and i also dont want your mum to say you,
so dont get the wrong idea okkay?
i just dont want to get myself so emotioned and keep crying all the time.
but i'm still waiting for your arrival baby ;D
3 more days! faster come back! ;D
hughug, muacks!x3
miss you so so much~






its really time for me to get started.

4th day

HAPPY 17 MONTH BABY!

woke up/brushed/changed/schooled.
started to buy newspaper everyday,
as mr paul tell us to do so,
so tht we can improve comprehension,
especially me ):
tuesday is always the stress day for me.
maybe its due to art D;
tsktsk, i cant do things on time,
can someone slap me?
cause i still think i'm in my lala land..
i just need slaps from someone to wake me up thts all.
math today, terrible.
not even a single word to describe for math lesson today.
hais.
my focused test result just released:
i shall not disgrace myself here but i'll say in general.
i improved my math by 1 grade higher (i see hope)
combine scince and humanitites and my chinese downgraded 1 grade (die)
english was the worst, its the first time i failed my english.
nowonder mr paul said i'm very weak D;
and thts the reason why i need to buy newspapers..
and i counted my marks,
its 44 points man!
imagine tht is my o level grade!
i think i will just die instantly.
at least i see hope for my math,
all thanks to baby he's the one who teaches me everything,
i'm very grateful to him,
i cant wait to tell him this piece of good news,
thankyou baby! muacks!x3
time flies super slow, its still not reaching saturday yet..
hais..

today's our 17month yet i cant celebrate with him,

so sad.

i'll just have to celebrate here my myself,

i hope he still remembers it (:

happy 17month baby,

我爱你！

muacks!x3

xoxo

to baby:

i got two new songs

>naturally

>ennie meenie

all known through my friends,

i wanted to share it with you,

hope tht baby will not be angry.

):

i found out something tht really shocks me, i want to find out why.

3rd day

schooling














its another week for school ):
i really cant get myself up this morning.
walked to school with swollen panda eyes D;
had chemistry for 3 periods,
i was struggling to keep myself awake because new topic today.
after chemistry was english,
read newspaper for the two periods
and also talking session with mr paul (:
after recess, was math,
like the same, did questions and stuffs like tht.
after math was ss, was rather fun with her today (:
after tht was two free period ;D
so i'm back now,
dealing with homework stuffs..
i'm not going anywhere today,
not even choir,
and i already had told baby before he went off (:
missing him right now,
i really want to join them man,
he really make me jealous sometimes ):
just his luck,
i dont have this chance to go overseas D;
imissyou baby T.T
faster come back orh~
sobsob ):

2nd day

JOBEN's love story

omg, yesterday my baby flew off to korea le, i miss him badly ):
6 more days he'll be back joanne,
be strong! (:
surprised to see my post baby?
hohoho, actually i didnt went zhaodai.
but now i'm all alone in the house,
felt so scary..
i hope you were here so tht you can accompany me ):
hope you're doing fine over there (:
imissyou baby! muacks!x3
hughug~
misses~
xoxo

went for bxb in the morning,
math was the homework i brought there.
yingjie and yonghao taught me,
some sort of confused by their words and method :x
after tht went to toapayoh,
and now i'm at home, with nobody,
so sad ):
nothing much to post today
cant stop thinking of him man,
i really miss him so much..

last day

LAST DAY.
I'LL MISS YOU BADLY.
TAKECARE OF URSELF WHEN YOU REACH THERE,
DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH.
REMEMBER TO HAVE FUN OVER THERE TOO.
DONT WORRY FOR ME.

GOODBYE BABY,
SEE YOU IN 7 DAYS TIME,
TAKECARE OKKAY! (:
I'LL MISSYOU BABY~
HUGHUG!
BYEBYE BAOBEI, ILOVEYOU!
MMUUAACCKKSS!X333333333333333
HUGS~
X0X0

why go korea?

unpredictable..

its the third day of school holiday,
so far i had completed chinese, chemistry and half of bio.
felt so hardworking for the past two days :x
dance performance is coming up, cant wait!
and baby is going to watch me,
its the first time he's watching one of my dance performance,
i'm in a cloud nine now!~ ;D
but since after the news had been announced by him,
i felt really very sad.
i really dont noe wht to do.
i felt like going with you so tht you'll not cry, but i cant do tht,
i've my homework to do, cant leave.
i think the same thing will happen again after you leave singapore.
all i need to remind me of is not to think of you so much,
if not, i'll cry for even 8 days for sure.
9 more days, i dont even dare to count the number of days left.
why must you leave?
god, save me.

HBL

HOLIDAY!

finally finish home based learning!
and i dont know why must set the time on 9am in the morning,
i cant even get up in the morning :x
this are the homeworks tht needed to be done during the holidays:

1. geography tys
2. math tys
3. biology tys
4. chemistry tys
5. art board 3,4,5,6

OMG! piles of work man! never in my whole life i've so much homework to do.

shall not post anymore, if not i'll not have time to finish it D;

1 person, 2 face

disguised

felt nothing special in school today.
just thinking tht i've art tml,
i wont be able to hand in on time,
and my progress file will write another "late submission" again -.-
just dont know wht to draw.
and i find it really funny,
when you are not in ur o level year, you can draw lots of things,
you can let ur imaginative run wild.
but when you are in ur o level year, which is me,
you cant even think of anything to draw!
same like me!
mygod...
i'm starting to doubt my ability to think and draw already.
can someone out there help me??
i need god man.
i really missed the SYF period~
i cant get back those precious times and moments anymore,
those hardships we went through, it cannot be replaced by afew words.
thinking of how our dance is now,
there is a word that can replace, "boring"
except for those friends, the others were just super boring..
wonder if there's a dance camp this coming holidays,
mimi was asking whether if there is any, but i just say, i'll try to have one :x
i really love my SYF groups, i really love them.
i felt like having a gathering session with them (:
aww, missyou guys!


meeting baby lata! woots! ;DD

i just felt so betrayed..

cca

dance dance!

its the last day of the week, woots!
okkay, my class is abit wild with those annoying orange stuffs..
i just cant help it laughing with them, haha
geography was like, upset with my results...
and missoh was like very mad with us.. omg.
i feel like getting good result for geog,
cause i dont want missoh to say me at the end of the day.
math lesson after recess, i really cant concentrate.
i burst out, throwing my tears out of my eyes,
i just couldnt control..
i just dont know how to explain.
its not the first time you did tht to me.
wht had i done wrong this time?
i just couldnt forgive you easily..
i'm sorry i had to say this.
dont blame me, try putting yourself into my shoes,
you'll know how i felt.
i dont wish to continue anymore.
got so pissed off with it.
dance today, no scolding from her! ;D
but just felt tired after all.

i dont want you to continue like this.

tired

missing

back from school! just had ss focused test,
and this is the first time ever in my focused test i wrote so many words! :x
hohoho..
i'm tired today, just could stay awake.
tml i'll have my cca, gosh, i hate the hall, sooooo hot!
i'm pretty quiet today, dont ask me why.
sometimes i just think tht everything is drifting away,
and it may or may not come back.
and i was just standing here, waiting for it to come back,
at the same time, i ask myself, should i wait for it?
my mind tells me not to wait anymore,
but my heart tells me to do so,
which is why i'm very confused with things stuck in my head.
the most relaxing period was english (not tht i like english!)
cause mr paul keeps talking bout the oral picture,
and i can just jolly well stare in the space (:
i fell asleep while i was reading ss notes,
shame of me! :x
finally, tml its fri! cant wait to get into weekends..
*grinning*

i hope we can stay like this forever

fine

tsk

drank coffee to keep myself awake from school.

as usual, had our lessons according to our time table.

new people, new beginning.

had lots of homework to rush, sall not continue anymore.

and you're just a kido, kid.