Joanne Lim

new

2010-05-10T15:34:00.000+08:00

still trying out with this template,
anyone can teach me? ):

first paper

2010-04-28T13:35:00.003+08:00

MYE starts today!

this is the second last school examination paper i'm taking,
after tht i'll be on my way to take cambridge's paper. LOL
i admit tht i studied my english the day before the paper,
but i felt tht i will not score well this time for my comprehension.
i dont know why, i find it difficult ):
wht am i suppose to do?
as i mentioned before, i cant afford to fail this mid-year exams.
i've been extremely busy lately,
study,study,study
homework,homework,homework!
ARRGHH!!!!!
it really stops my breath totally.
this weekend will be burned with fotang activities,
hais, no time to study my social studies and chemistry ):

where shall we go for our 18th?
<3

memories 2

2010-04-24T09:38:00.009+08:00

album 2

这些画面又勾起我们美丽的回忆

chinese dance

2010-04-19T15:25:00.014+08:00

album 1

MEMORIES 1~

last dance

2010-04-17T13:18:00.002+08:00

last speech day

this is our last dance,
and its just like a flash,
there it goes.

i've never expected tht it end so fast.
when i first step into the dance room,
i felt tht i've lots and lots of hours to go through.
but now,
in those splits seconds,
we've graduated.
tears pouring out,
laugther lowered down,
and emotions started to raise.
without miss kay's scoldings and teaching techniques,
i wouldnt have come so far.
i felt grateful for her,
thankyou miss kay,
i'll missyou.
without peer's advice and encouragement,
without them being by my side,
without all the funs we had,
i wouldnt have excel in dance.
as i walked up to the stage,
i remebered all the scences vividly,
and i'm gonna tell myself tht i'll remember it for life.
i consoled by friends not to cry out first,
but in heart, i'm really going to cry out.
we celebrated after our last performance,
isabel and lihui went to us and gave us a farewell cake.
all of us cried, tears of joy flowing out from our eyes.
i felt so touched.
thankyou isabel and lihui,
your cake were filled with lots of love.

but dont worry,
dance camp is coming up next.

organised by: ALL THE SEC4 SENIORS
emotions: GET READY AND BE EXCITED ;D

you left me

2010-04-15T17:24:00.004+08:00

so stupid of me

i like this song, *thumbs up*
nothing to post,
dont wish to say anything now.
hush hush.

hate it

2010-04-13T17:08:00.001+08:00

I REALLY HATE IT!

xingxuan's birthday

2010-04-06T17:07:00.003+08:00

sweet 16 for xingxuan

today's its xingxuan's 16th birthday,
wish her a happy 16th birthday,
stay young and pretty,
and goodluck for your o levels (:

today our class sang a birthday song for her (:
did nafa test for 5 stations,
deproved badly ):
after pe was math, handed up my file and did nothing.
went for chinese lesson,
i cannot believe tht my focused test got 33/50
and its 2nd position in class
thankgod tht i pass my chinese focused test wih good marks ;D
i just felt so happy.
i thought i will not see any hope when i saw B3 for my previous focused test result,
but now i really have chance to aim for A2 (:
jiayou joanne!
hohoho
after recess was cme, slacked and went for art lesson after one period.
and from there i was doing my art for 2 hours plus -.-
and its like super tired can?
omg..
and now i need to find my art research ):
my eyes cant withstand any longer~

tired tired tired!!!

last day!

2010-04-03T09:53:00.005+08:00

coming back

omg, baby's coming back tonight! ;DDDD
i just cant wait till 10pm man!
i didnt blog yesterday cause i went for qingming the whole day,
i dont even have the chance to use the com,
i'm all the while at my greatgrandma's house ):
i saw him replying le!
no worries (:
i kept feeling uneasy these few days eh,
all of these were just my feelings only,
now i know he's okkay thn i felt relief le (:
haha
he's coming back le!
woohoo~

going jcg later in the afternoon,
thn still got qingzhu at night ):
tired tired..

reply baby's tag:
i'm really surprised to see your tag leh,
after sooo many days D;
do you know how worry i am?
aww, sayang baby,
just faster come back le luh, you've been there so many days le
you still dont wish to come back?
thankyou baby,
all thanks to you, my math really improved!
hohoho
okkay baby, i'll wait for your call when you reach singapore (:
haha, really for free? cool~
i got takecareof myself luh,
dont worry baby, nothing happen to me these few days ;D
okkay baby,
faster comeback luh! (:
wht question you want to ask me?
MISSYOU AND LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS LUH!
MUACKS!X33333
<333333333333333333333
byebye baby, muacks!x3
xoxo

6 day

2010-04-01T16:40:00.003+08:00

5 more to go

just submitted one board, phew!
still have 5 more to go.
andandand, i have new songs again baby (:
by S.H.E
i went to popular thn i go listen the songs de,
and its like,
i'm crazy for S.H.E again (:
not totally crazy, its just like some of their songs (:
i hope baby will not be angry orh D;
2 more days baby!
aha!
but why you never tag me at all?
i'm very worried for you baby,
since after tht call,
you never tag me anything at all.
wht happen to you?
i'm really very worried baby,
i hope nothing will happen to you T.T
i'm praying to god man..
today very stressed about art again ):
hais hais..
i want to talk to baby now D;
sob..
today's focused test i cant finished finding the chinese words,
omg, and its like alot leh ):
i think i'll failed the test.
i nearly lost my performance clothes man!
thankgod i went around my house searching frantically,
thn i saw it -.-
thn i was laughing at myself.
hohoho.

i really cant wait for you to come back

5th day

2010-03-31T20:40:00.002+08:00

awaiting~

i'm very excited for baby's return okkay?
ho-ho-ho..
its like reading a message from him everyday he had left for me to read,
seems getting lesser and lesser,
which means tht bay is coming back! ;D
haha!
recently i'm really busy with homework,
i tried my best to squeeze out my free time to blog,
so tht baby will see it.
i wonder will he sees it?
i believed he will (:
aww,
i'm really missing him right now,
whenever i dailed a number,
i always pressed his number,
nearly called him :x
omg,
next time i'll not allow him to go overseas alone! ):
this feeling is te-rri-ble man..
i hope baby will not mind, though the first day i had a eager to call you,
and though eventually i did call you and you did picked it up,
the rest of the days till now i didnt call you,
its because i cant let you waste your phone bill,
and i also dont want your mum to say you,
so dont get the wrong idea okkay?
i just dont want to get myself so emotioned and keep crying all the time.
but i'm still waiting for your arrival baby ;D
3 more days! faster come back! ;D
hughug, muacks!x3
miss you so so much~

its really time for me to get started.

4th day

2010-03-30T15:53:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 17 MONTH BABY!

woke up/brushed/changed/schooled.
started to buy newspaper everyday,
as mr paul tell us to do so,
so tht we can improve comprehension,
especially me ):
tuesday is always the stress day for me.
maybe its due to art D;
tsktsk, i cant do things on time,
can someone slap me?
cause i still think i'm in my lala land..
i just need slaps from someone to wake me up thts all.
math today, terrible.
not even a single word to describe for math lesson today.
hais.
my focused test result just released:
i shall not disgrace myself here but i'll say in general.
i improved my math by 1 grade higher (i see hope)
combine scince and humanitites and my chinese downgraded 1 grade (die)
english was the worst, its the first time i failed my english.
nowonder mr paul said i'm very weak D;
and thts the reason why i need to buy newspapers..
and i counted my marks,
its 44 points man!
imagine tht is my o level grade!
i think i will just die instantly.
at least i see hope for my math,
all thanks to baby he's the one who teaches me everything,
i'm very grateful to him,
i cant wait to tell him this piece of good news,
thankyou baby! muacks!x3
time flies super slow, its still not reaching saturday yet..
hais..

today's our 17month yet i cant celebrate with him,

so sad.

i'll just have to celebrate here my myself,

i hope he still remembers it (:

happy 17month baby,

我爱你！

muacks!x3

xoxo

to baby:

i got two new songs

>naturally

>ennie meenie

all known through my friends,

i wanted to share it with you,

hope tht baby will not be angry.

i found out something tht really shocks me, i want to find out why.

3rd day

2010-03-29T15:00:00.002+08:00

schooling

its another week for school ):
i really cant get myself up this morning.
walked to school with swollen panda eyes D;
had chemistry for 3 periods,
i was struggling to keep myself awake because new topic today.
after chemistry was english,
read newspaper for the two periods
and also talking session with mr paul (:
after recess, was math,
like the same, did questions and stuffs like tht.
after math was ss, was rather fun with her today (:
after tht was two free period ;D
so i'm back now,
dealing with homework stuffs..
i'm not going anywhere today,
not even choir,
and i already had told baby before he went off (:
missing him right now,
i really want to join them man,
he really make me jealous sometimes ):
just his luck,
i dont have this chance to go overseas D;
imissyou baby T.T
faster come back orh~
sobsob ):

2nd day

2010-03-28T17:22:00.003+08:00

JOBEN's love story

omg, yesterday my baby flew off to korea le, i miss him badly ):
6 more days he'll be back joanne,
be strong! (:
surprised to see my post baby?
hohoho, actually i didnt went zhaodai.
but now i'm all alone in the house,
felt so scary..
i hope you were here so tht you can accompany me ):
hope you're doing fine over there (:
imissyou baby! muacks!x3
hughug~
misses~
xoxo

went for bxb in the morning,
math was the homework i brought there.
yingjie and yonghao taught me,
some sort of confused by their words and method :x
after tht went to toapayoh,
and now i'm at home, with nobody,
so sad ):
nothing much to post today
cant stop thinking of him man,
i really miss him so much..

last day

2010-03-27T13:04:00.002+08:00

LAST DAY.
I'LL MISS YOU BADLY.
TAKECARE OF URSELF WHEN YOU REACH THERE,
DONT MISS ME TOO MUCH.
REMEMBER TO HAVE FUN OVER THERE TOO.
DONT WORRY FOR ME.

GOODBYE BABY,
SEE YOU IN 7 DAYS TIME,
TAKECARE OKKAY! (:
I'LL MISSYOU BABY~
HUGHUG!
BYEBYE BAOBEI, ILOVEYOU!
MMUUAACCKKSS!X333333333333333
HUGS~
X0X0

why go korea?

2010-03-17T11:34:00.004+08:00

unpredictable..

its the third day of school holiday,
so far i had completed chinese, chemistry and half of bio.
felt so hardworking for the past two days :x
dance performance is coming up, cant wait!
and baby is going to watch me,
its the first time he's watching one of my dance performance,
i'm in a cloud nine now!~ ;D
but since after the news had been announced by him,
i felt really very sad.
i really dont noe wht to do.
i felt like going with you so tht you'll not cry, but i cant do tht,
i've my homework to do, cant leave.
i think the same thing will happen again after you leave singapore.
all i need to remind me of is not to think of you so much,
if not, i'll cry for even 8 days for sure.
9 more days, i dont even dare to count the number of days left.
why must you leave?
god, save me.

HBL

2010-03-15T11:50:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAY!

finally finish home based learning!
and i dont know why must set the time on 9am in the morning,
i cant even get up in the morning :x
this are the homeworks tht needed to be done during the holidays:

geography tys
math tys
biology tys
chemistry tys
art board 3,4,5,6

OMG! piles of work man! never in my whole life i've so much homework to do.

shall not post anymore, if not i'll not have time to finish it D;

1 person, 2 face

2010-03-08T15:12:00.007+08:00

disguised

felt nothing special in school today.
just thinking tht i've art tml,
i wont be able to hand in on time,
and my progress file will write another "late submission" again -.-
just dont know wht to draw.
and i find it really funny,
when you are not in ur o level year, you can draw lots of things,
you can let ur imaginative run wild.
but when you are in ur o level year, which is me,
you cant even think of anything to draw!
same like me!
mygod...
i'm starting to doubt my ability to think and draw already.
can someone out there help me??
i need god man.
i really missed the SYF period~
i cant get back those precious times and moments anymore,
those hardships we went through, it cannot be replaced by afew words.
thinking of how our dance is now,
there is a word that can replace, "boring"
except for those friends, the others were just super boring..
wonder if there's a dance camp this coming holidays,
mimi was asking whether if there is any, but i just say, i'll try to have one :x
i really love my SYF groups, i really love them.
i felt like having a gathering session with them (:
aww, missyou guys!

meeting baby lata! woots! ;DD

i just felt so betrayed..

cca

2010-03-05T20:22:00.005+08:00

dance dance!

its the last day of the week, woots!
okkay, my class is abit wild with those annoying orange stuffs..
i just cant help it laughing with them, haha
geography was like, upset with my results...
and missoh was like very mad with us.. omg.
i feel like getting good result for geog,
cause i dont want missoh to say me at the end of the day.
math lesson after recess, i really cant concentrate.
i burst out, throwing my tears out of my eyes,
i just couldnt control..
i just dont know how to explain.
its not the first time you did tht to me.
wht had i done wrong this time?
i just couldnt forgive you easily..
i'm sorry i had to say this.
dont blame me, try putting yourself into my shoes,
you'll know how i felt.
i dont wish to continue anymore.
got so pissed off with it.
dance today, no scolding from her! ;D
but just felt tired after all.

i dont want you to continue like this.

tired

2010-03-04T16:16:00.004+08:00

missing

back from school! just had ss focused test,
and this is the first time ever in my focused test i wrote so many words! :x
hohoho..
i'm tired today, just could stay awake.
tml i'll have my cca, gosh, i hate the hall, sooooo hot!
i'm pretty quiet today, dont ask me why.
sometimes i just think tht everything is drifting away,
and it may or may not come back.
and i was just standing here, waiting for it to come back,
at the same time, i ask myself, should i wait for it?
my mind tells me not to wait anymore,
but my heart tells me to do so,
which is why i'm very confused with things stuck in my head.
the most relaxing period was english (not tht i like english!)
cause mr paul keeps talking bout the oral picture,
and i can just jolly well stare in the space (:
i fell asleep while i was reading ss notes,
shame of me! :x
finally, tml its fri! cant wait to get into weekends..
*grinning*

i hope we can stay like this forever

fine

2010-03-01T14:53:00.004+08:00

tsk

drank coffee to keep myself awake from school.

as usual, had our lessons according to our time table.

new people, new beginning.

had lots of homework to rush, sall not continue anymore.

and you're just a kido, kid.

unwell

2010-02-24T13:10:00.006+08:00

uncomfortable

woke up in the morning, felt very uncomfortable in the internal..

struggle to get well but didnt manage to go school in the end.

additional scolding from my mum, grr..

i wanted to go dance today but she dont allow,

cause she thinks tht i'll not be a responsible student if i only go for cca but not school,

but i missed two lessons already, and those lessons are preparing for the speech day.

i'm very worried tht miss kay will replace me...

hais..

just finished math, taking a break now,

felt so boring at home, feel like going to school, but its too late for today.

i missed all the important lessons today,

wonder how would i follow up during the next couple of lessons..

hais..

went for dinner with baby yesterday,

ate lots of delicious food, yumyum!

though the food is nice, but i felt so tired and somemore my leg is swollen,

due to yesterday's dance practice ):

Bi think i should really change smth.

and i hate ppl who chooses friends by posittions..

chingay

2010-02-19T14:02:00.001+08:00

chingay tonight

back from school already,
gotta prepare for chingay lata,
ppl thought i am going to perform,
but i'm just a traffic control over there,
so stop calling me "traffic police" (if you know who i'm referring to) :x
hohoho..
kinda tired these few days,
i dont know why i kept sleeping late.
yawns yawns...
and sometimes, i just dont understand why
(p) gets into conflict.
maybe its not me, thts why i think it tht way ba.
i just felt tht its so troublesome.
nothing to post recently,
or should i say, nothing to say anymore?
haha.
should i switch to public, or stay as private?

pancake

2010-02-11T18:49:00.004+08:00

pancake failure

omg, just tried out my first pancake,

total disaster! T.T

wanted to make this for baby, but he's not feeling very well at the moment,

baby takcare of urself okkay?

hughug!

chinese new year is coming soon, woohoo!

i can take a break from all the homeworks! *grinning*

and hope baby can recover soon so tht you can eat nice things with meee~

haha.

late submit for art 2nd board again -.-

my file progress always written "late"

and i was like wth..

had focused test today, math.

i counted the marks, i guess i should get pass ba..

hohoho.

seriously, i dont have any time for fotang,

i tried to go, but always did not finish my homework on time.

and when i finish my homework, i cant go fotang.

so frustrating... hmph.

i sort of missing my sylvia girl alot,

i really cant wait to see her!

waiting, waiting, waiting.. (:

mood swing

2010-02-06T09:29:00.003+08:00

busy..

these days were very busy,

art, science, math, english, social studies,

or should i say all of my 6 subjects?

i just couldnt take it, i've been throwing tantrums, scolding, shouting,

i'm just out of control.

i cant say anything to anyone, it's hard you know.

i guess, MOOD SWING will be the best to describe me now..

thts it, my foundation is fixed,

no matter how hard i tried, how hard i practise,

i just couldnt get it right.

i tried to spend time with my art, but i cant.

i'm always the one who's being scolded for late submission.

teachers started to look at me in a different way now.

i really feel like giving up.

i look at my friends, they are all not worried for their subjects,

but when i look back at me, i'm just struggling.

when will this end?

dance competition is coming in 1 month plus time,

i still need to prepare for the competition,

i dont know how much time i can spend with my studies.

DANCE-my passion, my dream ♥

moody

2010-02-02T17:27:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOD

i'm really very stress...

i dont noe why, but its like something pressing down my shoulders,

i can hardly come up.

lots of papers and tests coming up,

and sometimes i really dont feel like revising,

forced myself to study, but couldnt get into my head ):

wht am i supposed to do now??

i'm so scared, days are passing by...

people ask me not to worry now,

but they dont understand,

because their foundation is better than mine...

hais....

(moody)

the past

2010-01-23T08:09:00.002+08:00

returning to the past..

i have a sudden feeling of returning to the past,

where we first met.

the truful eyes just could not hind my mind.

a strong feeling when i looked at you,

its when two true hearts connect with me and you...

2010-01-19T13:53:00.000+08:00

should i let go?

i don't know wht i'm doing right now.
i don't know whether is it right or wrong to do this.
though i don't wish to, but i doubt i have any other choices.
if this really makes you happy,
i'll do it.
i just want you to come back to me,
be here with me when i'm down.
pull through against all odds.
will you fulfill my wish?
i dont know...
pls baby.

whole day out

2009-12-21T11:34:00.005+08:00

lovesick

not getting used to all the things, lovesick had already intruded my body.
i dont know since when it does, but the feeling is terrible.
yesterday my mum and ahyi brought me out for shopping.
went to my great grandma's place, followed by lotus restaurant,
thn city square mall thn to iluma.
so many place to shop, and i bought many things too.
we also went to watch 'avatar' at night.
oh, this show is nice, i really like it.
but the show is 2 hours plus -.-
but its worth it (:
although i had a fun day yesterday, and i know they are trying to cure my lovesickness,
but i cant stop thinking of him, tht strong magnetic force keep pulling me.
i keep thinking, when is he coming back? why are the days so long?
is he having fun now? or is he missing me badly?
i called him almost everyday, just to make sure nothing happens to him.
you may think tht its a waste of money,
but as long as he hangs up or picks up,
i felt relief, because i know he's save with his family.
today's is he's mum's birthday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (:
hope she'll like the present tht we bought for her.
4 more days he'll be back,
i'm counting down! ;DDD
我超想念你宝贝！<3

17-25

2009-12-18T13:33:00.016+08:00

airport

its the second day without him in singapore.
went to sent him off at airport yesterday afternoon.
and his parents and relatives were very hilarious (:
i followed as they went to have their lunch at the airport.
we also took pictures ;D
his small sister was very funny, i had a great time playing with her (:
when time is up, all of them went into the check-in point one by one.
his father told me tht 9 days will pass very fast de,
i just smiled and laugh,
even though my heart is as sour as the lemon ):
he gave me a very warm and long hug, which make me feel like 9 days will be long.
as they went in to shop, i stood outside watching them.
my tears began to flow out, i sudden feeling tht i missed him alot.
and there he turned back,
giving me a last wave and told me to go home and takecare of myself.
i showed him a sign okkay and turned back to walk away.
bodui (: :
i oso promise baby i'll takecare myself de.
rmb dont let anyone bully you when i'm not around ok?
i'll miss you badly too de :(
9days will pass just like a blink of an eye de.
so must wait for mi come bak k?
hope you'll feel comfortable after tt hug just now :)
i'm goin in le.
byebye wode xingan darling! iloveyou! hughug <3 le ="">
with tht, he flew off and i'm standing in the airport, crying inside my heart.

2009-12-12T11:24:00.002+08:00

miss you

6 more days and he'll be flying to taiwan, taipei and tainan.
i started to miss him even before he can step into the plane..
yearning for him nowadays. i've this feeling tht i may lose him shortly,
maybe its due to the trip tht his going in afew days lata.
i dont know, this feeling makes my heart sour.
i want him for eternity, endless time will spent together,
jubilant moments will remember for the rest for our lives.
this will be a nine-day trip, my gosh.
just hope tht everything will be fine, (and i wont injured myself again) :x!
fortang's tight schedule keeps me very busy until i didint have time to breathe.
how am i gonna settle down for my o level peparations?
gotta think of some way to balance both..
so tired down with both things, my goodness..
reading my last book review was like sitting on the bullet train,
i had to rush in order to do my math lata.
and my art, which i previously mentioned, is impossible..
gonna meet baby lata, i'm so happy ;D
muacks!x3

busy

2009-12-11T13:19:00.002+08:00

i'm just so busy to post anything or even go on to my com
so sad...
my baby's gonna fly to taiwan next week,
for 9 days!
OMGGGG
its like the same as last year ):
finishing my last book review,
but haven complete my math..
as for my art, one word:
DIE D;

我很想你 ):

2009-11-02T15:34:00.014+08:00

last day of school

last day of school was nothing much,

but just tht i'm very sad bout something happened,

which really cant make me utter a single word.

things will change next year,

just hope tht everything will be fine (:

i've been promoted to sec 4e next year (:

going 1 year ^^

2009-10-15T15:32:00.003+08:00

发觉...

i've come to realised,
tht all the while, it was me who is thinking too much.
i know these days i had been torturing you.
i'm sincerely sorry.
i was not understanding enough,
i know you've your o levels coming soon,
but here i still provoked you, make you angry, make your mood bad.
i felt like i'm a witch in your heart.
and this feeling is super bad..
i'm sorry baby T.T
i hope you can forgive me for my foolish act.
i realised my mistakes already,
please dont be angry with my alright?
对不起！
原谅我好吗？
小公主知道错了。

joben

2009-10-13T07:41:00.004+08:00

true words

没想到你长得那么快，都已经比我想象中的还快。
我不知道是不是因为，我们很少见面，所以你才会有这种反应。
起初，我还是那么的关心你，想念着你，
很想和你见面。
但现在的你真想让我，放弃。
没见面就算了，可是你必须要这样做吗？
你知道你这样做，只会让我越来越心痛，越来越不喜欢你。
谁不想和他心爱的人每天都能在一起？
谁不想和他心爱的人每天见面？
谁不想和他心爱的人开开心心的？
我也想啊。可是我有对你不好吗？
我有没有作过对不起你的事？
你为何要这样对带我？
原本以为，你会和其他的男生不一样，
现在我懂了，原来每个男生都是一样。
我讲了那番话，你真的听到了吗？
希望如此吧。
以前，你是真的很关心我，我也可以感觉到。
但现在，我被送去医院了，
不但你没关心我，还以为没什么。
我不知道你有没有这样想，但这是你给我的感觉。
天啊，你知道我有多么的心碎吗？
也许，你从来不知道，也不了解我的感受。
我希望我们可以像以前那样，开开心心的，很幸福的。
你可以做到吗？
失去了你，就像失去了我。
可以回来我的身边好吗？

last paper

2009-10-12T11:11:00.002+08:00

end

finally my last paper had finished ;D
i can relax now.
well, nothing to post about also,
recently don't feel like posting anything,
so thts it (:

我觉得我们已经长大了<3

fail fail fail

2009-10-09T13:10:00.003+08:00

EOY

finally cleared all papers except for one more, which is next monday.
i really did badly, that's all i can say.
i tried hard but it's not enough.
i really disappoint alot of people.
what's there to say when everything is over?
its just really too late..
too late..

english oral

2009-09-15T17:05:00.005+08:00

monkey and bunny

pictures for today.
well well well,
today is my english oral le,
the topic was okkay okkay (:
only for the picture part thingy,
i always fail to speak properly whenever it comes to picture ):
i don't know why.
i wanted to say alot of things for the conversation part,
but my english teacher keep saying okkay that's all -.-
wth wth...
anyway, just came back from jurong point.
went window shopping with candy and jenny ;D
saw lots of things which i wanted to buy, but i can't.
saddies T.T
candy gave me ALOT of sweets man!
i can really eat till my teeth drop! :x
hahahahahahaha
its good to have her back from vietnam (:
and and and,
i'm gonna change to umlimited sms next month!
can't wait! ;DD

stressed these few days,
i really need your shoulder to lean on ):

junwei's farewell party

2009-09-11T09:16:00.004+08:00

farewell party

yesterday,
went out with my sis in the afternoon,
meet ziting and we headed off to chinatown to meet baby the rest of my friends.
went to this 10 dollar ktv club for k session,
had a pretty fun time there,
sometime there were funny things happen in there (:
we sang and sang and sang and sang.....................
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we sang until around 7, then went down to meet my mummy,
and we went for dinner at roma's deli
spaghetti **thumps up!**
after that, went to have some desserts, bought presents for another friend,
and then we went homeeee~

really had a great day with you baby,
iloveyou! <3

love doing math (:

2009-09-07T12:20:00.003+08:00

holiday

finally the on week holiday is here,
but i bet it'll be a short one ):
english oral will be on the second day when school reopens,
see how time fly past so fast!
i've a feeling that i'll drop to NA next year.
i don't know why, i just have this feeling.
i failed my math last mid year examination,
i guess it will be the same either this year end.
if i can just pass my math, then i'll be save from NA.
oh god, please help me,
i really want to pass my math ):
went to have geography lesson in school,
tired tired tired..
i have a urge to practice my math recently.
maybe its a good sign ;D

imissyou baby,
but i'm jealous and angry..

tagboard

2009-09-01T14:54:00.003+08:00

THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY

TAGBOARD!

I KNOW THE WAY TO TAG IT,

BUT IT'S HARD FOR ME TO TEACH ):

SO FIND YOUR WAYS TO TAG ME BA.

IT STILL CAN BE TAGGED (:

3 more days

2009-08-27T15:22:00.011+08:00

thursday

took this yesterday (:

rainy days recently this morning, makes me feel likr sleeping only -.-

super tired in class ):

yesterday:

went to dance as usual,

was chatting happily with this group of friends,

thn this ahneh spoiled our mood.

to the ahnehs out there:

dont think that you all sec 2 big okkay,

keep staring at people like no need money one hor.

please la, so black already still draw black makeup on your face!

next time just buy you a white eyeliner and white lipstick luh,

like that all your friends also follow you, then you big already la.

laughs.

i just dont like your face man, fringe so long cover your face,

then always talk to your friends, dont wanna dance,

you think dace room is your house ar? dont want dance then dont dance.

its your fault that your makeup is so obvious okkay,

dont keep pushing the blame to other people.

you think we are bullying you? dont think so much la,

we just dont like you thats all.

you and your friends did all these to made us keep saying,

knn cb. super laolan!

monkey

2009-08-25T15:03:00.007+08:00

stolen..

aha, these photos were taken from candy,
wonder why my hair looks like this?
all these works was done by my dear candy ;D
i got tricked by her words and she tied my hair into this!
i was like, omg? can i let it down now?
people give those unusual faces to me,
i was like, so embarrassed! hahahas
lessons were tiring today, cause we got pe in the morning.
focused test this friday, scared ):
need to study le.

imissyou darling <3
when will your hands be held on mine?

vampire kisses

2009-08-24T14:27:00.005+08:00

vampire

super tired this morning,

i know, its the beginning of the week.

went school rather late today.

the whole day i was reading my storybooks.

i really like this book vampire kisses.

can't wait to know the ending!

actually nothing happen today,

lessons wee normal, nothing happen much.

i just can't let go of my storybook today (:

2009-08-20T15:26:00.003+08:00

tired

today went school as usual,
bio was first, can't stand that teacher.
after that was english, finished compre (:
after that was math, mrchen had something on,
so its two perids free (:
so total i have five periods free this morning before recess ;D
stayed in class during recess, cause i don't feel like going down.
after recess was ss,
learnt about the conflict between northern lreland thingy,
the catholics and the protestants.
its abit confusing but i just continued to listen.
laugh laugh and play play with candy in the class (: hoho..
after ss was chem,
learnt about the groups in the periodic table,
misslow let us watch a video about the alkali stuffs.
this is what i learnt today: never mix alkali with water
*wink*
hahas, clever ba?
not because i'm clever, its because today's lessons are easy :x
opps!
after chem went for chinese lesson.
our teacher worry for our o level chinese paper next year,
cause she said that the next year's o level paper will not be easy as we thought,
which means its will be a diffcult one, duh..
after school, saw candy at e4,
went up to talk to her, but didnt realised she was going away from misstan.
then in the end, she needed to go back to class again.
i went in to help her to go off earlier,
instead she scolded us back, wtf.
and... (:
anways, i'm sorry monkey! i'm really sorry, next time i will give you something de (:
hugs (:

2009-08-19T18:57:00.002+08:00

truth

finally, i thinked through already..
i shouldn't be playing anymore,
EOY is coming, and this time will be the last chance for me whether to stay or drop.
so i shouldn't be playing now.
from today onwards, i will be mugging very hard for this EOY exams.
jiayous joanne (:

to my boy:
its sad to say that my heart aches alot when you said that.
but you're right, i shouldnt have think it that way.
and now i understand why,
all the while i have been bluffing myself.
thanks for waking me up baby, i know what to do already.
don't worry, i'll try my very best to do well in everything,
i won't disappoint you.
maybe i will forget about you one day,
but i will always remind myself about you,
and i will put you in my heart at all times.
darling, please do well in your o level alright? jiayous (:
iloveyou! muacks!x3 hugs..

to my friend here:
i appreciate the days that we spent together,
i really miss that.
but i'm sorry to say that i can't turn back the clock.
lots of memories had stored in my mind.
i think money can't solve the problem.
even if i did returned, you will not come back to me.
and i guess.... hmmm, you should know ba.
so i wish you all the best in everything,
goodluck for your o level next year.
you must really study hard okkay? please don't disappoint your friends and families.
i can tell you it will be a difficult year next year,
so study hard alright? jiayous (:

2009-08-18T15:35:00.002+08:00

cires cries cries..

i want your comfort,
i want your smile,
i want your hugs,
i want your hands,
i want your love,
i want your misses.

oh, i miss your hands,
i miss your hugs,
i miss your love,
i miss your misses,
i miss your comfort,
i miss your smile,
i miss those days,
i miss lunch with you,
i miss talking with you,
i miss your words,
imissyou.

you are my first piority, how about yours?

2009-08-13T16:45:00.002+08:00

speaks nothing..

omg, i really cannot wait for picnik to upload for me,
there are still many pictures to upload yet! argh!
i stil need to send these to ziting-.-
today lesson as usual, went school with xingxuan.
had bio lesson first,
i was very busy filing up all my bio worksheets,
thn ms tan let us see the lungs video, disgusting..
after tht was english,
chionged my compo in one period (:
after tht was math, i didnt pay attention to teacher,
i was talking with candy (:
i dont know why, everytime i talk to her, i will always laugh,
maybe she likes to joke with me. hahas.
talking to her really makes me feel relaxed..
after tht went for recess,
i didnt have money to eat.
helped to buy harshbrowns for them, only left six,
so each of them only took one.
i thought candy's gonna take for herself, but little did i realised,
she eventually took it for me.
i really dont wanna take it, but she insisted me eating.
i didnt pay or tht, next time must return her money le (:
thanks candy! ;D
after tht was ss, ms chan was rather angry and told us to stay back on monday..
after ss was chemistry.
went to chem lab for pratical lesson.
the class seems not interested to do the practical, and ms low started to cry..
i dont know wht happen, but looks like she's upset bout something..
after tht was chinese lesson,
after tht i went home.

nothing much happen recently,
i dont know why i never speak in class..
i cant get any mood in the class. hais.
i dont know why.....
ohfuck.

2009-08-06T14:44:00.003+08:00

searching..

went msia last weekend,
took pictures (:
its a chior camp, i really enjoyed it, and i learnt alot of things.
tht two to three days were really really tired.
i only slept 9 hours for two days.
suppose we were going timesquare,
but in the end, due to something happen, we cant go,
saddies T.T
andandand, tht (sicko) keep following us during the trip to msia
and BACK to singapore, ARGH!
its so irritating can??
and (sicko) did somethings tht makes him thinks tht he's doing the right thing,
but in fact, he's wrong!
oh wtf, pls get a life out there, we dont need ur help (please)
nobody is asking you and yet ur big mouth keep saying and saying,
just like ur big head.
our journey is totally a waste with you around.
and dont think i dont know tht you did something to make (her) go into msia,
you pleased her mum, you beg the zhuzhang,
thn they let her go msia with us,
but in the end, she made herself injured during the first day. stupid
thn. there are two person, who is really a problematic people.
i dont wanna say out...

recently nothing happen also,
im too tired to post anything.
really really really tired.....
year end exams are coming, all i just wanna do is to study,
i dont wanna care bout other things tht will affect my studies.
maybe, i'll think of a way to solve something ba....
my mum's friends look at my face,
they were shocked to see my face pale.
i also dont know why, i only know i'm super tired of everything.

2009-07-29T15:14:00.003+08:00

damn you.

i really had enough of you.
if you agree us to be together, thn just tell me,
dont gimme those kind of dont know excuses, i dont like it, really felt irritated.
last time you used to not care bout our chit chatting and stuffs like this,
but these days, you are like, really giving me tht god damn attitude.
whatever i do, you dont like,
right or wrong, you also scold me.
thn when i never speak, you'll just accused it.
its like fucking angry can?
and please, dont control me like i'm an animal,
even animals have their own freedom.
but you?
you didnt give me a single freedom at all.
wht time i come home, wht time i need to reach ur destination,
wht time i sleep, wht time i doing my housework,
wht time i finish homework, wht time i bathe,
how much i spent, who am i talking to the person on the phone,
wht clothes i wear, wht things i bring,
wht phones i want, wht bag i want, even wht shampoo i want,
you always doesnt give me a chance or a choice to choose,
it's always YOU who helped me to choose and to decide.
i want my own decision can?
sometimes i really dont need you to decide for me, i'll do it myself,
but you? you didn't care.
and why must you let an outsider to control your mind?
who is (name) ?
he's just nothing alright! you dont have the rights to listen to him.
you never care for my feelings, you always did wht you like.
i'm tired tht night, you still follow them to eat supper. wht the fuck!
and i can concentrate in class the next day.
'a person eats to live'
everone needs food to survive,
you didnt give me money to eat,
and i needed to wait until 6 plus thn i can eat my dinner.
imagine, i only have dinner everyday??
is you force me to borrow money from friends to eat one alright?
you cant blame me.
now tht you care for sis so much, thn i just let you care!
i dont give a damn!
i just hate you, hate you, hate you to the core!
fuck off of my life! i dont want you!!!!

2009-07-21T14:35:00.003+08:00

racial harmony day

today is racial harmony day and our school wanted us to wear ethnic costumes.
so we wore it today.
i wore the SIA costume and wondered if i had wore the wrong one,
people were all looking at me and friends we saying bout me.
its very okkay, i dont like people looking at me in different way,
maybe its because of my costume -.-
had jokes out of it in my class, aidil keep saying tht sentence..
hahas.
first two period was bout the RHD presentation,
only candy's group did the slides.
candy wore her kimono, which was very nice ;D (i always wished to wear) :x
xingxuan didnt wear costumes, but she also had SIA costume.
chemistry was like freaking boring,
miss low doesnt know how to teach, which made us fell asleep as the result.
and i really hate her lesson..
recess was far more embarrassing than i expected,
wherever i went, people looked at me,
some even shouted 'SIA girl' =.=
i was totally paisei okkay?
one person came to me with a camera and asked whether will i have a photo with him ;D
cute uh
thn soon, my dance seniors queued up to take picture with this 'SIA girl'
i'm speechless all the way man..
walked back from canteen, had math lesson,
i made fun of my math teacher.
i asked him to sit down as we are gonna take off soon (HAHA!)
he wanted to hit me leh (:
after math was bio lesson in the lab.
took pictures in the bio lab, will upload it the next time(:
after tht went for chinese lesson.
school ended but i dont dare to walk out of the school,
cause people will say bout my costume again.
but i just went out.
the first step, already one people was saying bout 'SIA girl'
(RAH!!!)
i was thinking, can you stop saying bout my costume??
hah,
but now i had reached home, no one will say me le ;D

2009-07-20T16:22:00.002+08:00

last saturday..

went to marina bay to look for my sis,
when we saw her, she was taller than usual, omg.
thn after seeing her,
went to walkwalk with baby <3 took few photos, will upload the next time. had the whole day together, yay! ;D thn at night, went for qingkouban at th, after tht, went home (:

i dont have the time to blog now, sorry ):

2009-07-16T14:35:00.002+08:00

tiredtired..

woke up at the usual time,
felt super sleepy when i woke up, felt like going back to bed and sleep longer.
went school, chinese first,
had tingxie (i forgot to bring back my book and learn)
but i was managed to got one wrong :x
hahahas
next went back to class, had our math period,
i wasnt paying attention to mr chen
sin rule is very difficult to do, i dont like it -.-
my mum said tht she will be hiring a tuition teacher to teach me,
but i told her i only need chem and bio tuition,
cause i had already got 3 person teaching me math (:
oh, wht the hell am i thinking man, i eventually told my mum not to give me math tuition?
laughs.
since i dont want any math tuition, thn i must study hard and pay attention in class le..
during recess, saw something tht is unbelievable (:
and i find it funny.
candy cant finish her food and she always ask me to help her eat,
hahas! though i'm not her rubbish, but i just helped her to finish her food.
candy: next time if you think you cant finish your food, just dont buy so much alright??
hahas, save money ;D
after recess, was art, designed our box,
singling and me cant think of anything so we just drew anything.
had a fun time with mr hakim,
telling him cold jokes and lame ones ;D
hahahas, its proven tht he has gaps between us cause he doesnt know the answers.
we also gossip among ourselves..
thn we saw how candy demostrate for us the turning wheel,
looks fun and i felt like trying.
chenfei kept making noises, which made us laugh.
after art, went back to class to have english lesson,
did nothing but just chatting (:
candy told me bout those geisha and stuffs like tht.
after school, went home.

felt so tired, feel like going to sleep,
but still have lots of homework to do ):
ttx, i will show to you one alright? (:
hehes.
i have the sudden feeling tht i miss him alot,
tml will be meeting him le, so happy (:
iloveyou baby <3 makmak

2009-07-13T16:00:00.002+08:00

unwell

last saturday,
went to tg for jcg practise.
we were all discussing bout the trip to msia this august.
i'm looking forward to it (:
sang 'small talk',
though i like the song,
but it seems like we are still not to tht standard,
i dont know why,
my feelings tells me so.
but i hope we wont sing this during msia :x
went to school today,
saw ttx and her boyfriend on my way to school (:
went to class, had our temperature taking,
we wrote compo during english lesson,
i was rather tired, my eyes were closing -.-
maybe its because yesterday i slept late
due to somethings i heard and was displeased...
after tht, went for chinese.
i really inspire my lin laoshi alot, i dont know why.
she gave me a kind of feeling tht is linked in 'tao', who knows.. (:
i enjoyed her lessons whenever chinese period came.
after tht went for recess,
was feeling super uncomfortable in my stomach ):
after recess,
ms tan called us to present a powerpoint presentation bout racial harmony,
(i dont want!)
ss tml, good thing tht i had finish her homework,
if not she'll ask me to stay back tml.
had a fun time playing clay in the art room,
got used to those clay in our hands, though i hate it.
after tht went home and rest!
my stomach really hurts D;

tml there will be a special night at tg,
i'm going to perform there, so do him (:
loves <3

2009-07-10T14:29:00.002+08:00

im back

i know this blog is dead for many times (:
but now im free to go my blog le, happy ;D
btw, tag to be linked yeah??
cause i already lost all my links -.-

i think of you everyday, do you?
i love you even more everyday, do you?

2009-05-15T09:17:00.002+08:00

so long..

so long since i post.
hmmm, something happen,
thats why i didnt post anything.
and im sorry that i lost all the links,
tag to be link yeah??
midyear exams are all over,
yay ;D

im sorry baby, kept quarreling with you these days,
im sorry, pls dont take it to ur heart okkay??
iloveyou <3

2009-04-07T16:12:00.025+08:00

happy 15 birthday sweetheart!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TTX!

may all ur wishes come true.

and hope you will like my present (:

1 year older le wor, must be mature le okkay??

hahas, cannot be like the past le.

and also must study hard for this year yeah??

jiayous!

thanks for everything my friend,

iloveyou very very much.

lastlong with me and ni de jeremy :x

hahas.

sweetheart, ttx, xuanxuan, kinderlover,

twinsoul, xiaoxigua, (L)xx, xingxuan ;D

saturday:

bought this at toapayoh central,

it taste super niceee!

nothing much happen.

hahas. went to tg for ly at night with jcg people.

after tht, went home with ziting, mei and yingle.

look at my retard sis -.-

sunday:

went for bxb in the morning,

jdy cooked pasta specially for us,

thanks!

its delicious ;D

after tht, went back home and got prepared,

meet baby and we went to a friend's house

and taste their Myanmar dishes,

i really like their food, especially the rosted peanut with tea leaves.

although its kinda weird when you first put it into ur mouth,

but soon, you will like the taste (:

niceee.

after tht, celebrated her son's birthday,

and we went home.

her son, cute right??

me and baby ;D

look, someone is greedy..

sweets ;DDD

2009-03-30T14:46:00.003+08:00

happy 5 month baby

HAPPY 5 MONTH BABY!
LOVEYOU LOTS <3

hahas, still remember this picture??

i think eu will remember it ur whole life,

cause this is the first picture tht eu took with me (:

and i still remember is eu who wants me to take picture with eu de ;D

hehes. sorry tht i kept argue with eu the last month,

is because i want eu to concern for me, but i noe i use the wrong way,

and i had been guilty for so long.

especially when the minute tht eu wont trust me tht much anymore,

i really broke out into tears.

but as long as eu still believe me, my heart is contented.

next time, i wont request more things from eu le.

all i want to do is to concern more for eu, take good care of eu,

(go out more with you, and take pictures more with eu, buy more things from eu) :x

ahahaha! just joking (:

few more years, we will be together.

i'll be waiting, and im counting down.

woaini baby,

MUACK x3

hughug~

babylaopo aiaiai laogong!

lalala,

JoBen <3 you

2009-03-25T15:25:00.003+08:00

feeling sad D;

i felt super moody this morning,
i dont noe why.
just think of the past that i went through.
it was just terrible.
hatred, pain, sorrows, scared, devastated and helpless,
have they really disappered in my world??
it seems like its gonna happen any time.
i dont wish to see the past playing out infront of me now.
i had enough of this.
when will this end?

i just hope you can treat me fairly (:

2009-03-20T15:22:00.002+08:00

BABY, WHY ARE YOU NOT BACK?
IMISSYOU SO.
FASTER COME BACK FROM MSIA~
XOXO

2009-03-19T12:17:00.019+08:00

DANCE EXCHANGE PROGRAMME '09

WOOHOO! YEAH!
went for the dance exchange programme last tue ;D
that programme was really fun and interesting.
i got to learnt some of the dance moves that the 3 instructors had taught us.
but what i like most was miss kay's dance,
not saying that the our instructors are not good, they are good in sme ways,
perhaps i like hiphop more (:
reached school at 12, had our warm ups and we were prepared for the programme.
did 3 dance courses, hiphop, contemporary and jazz.
there is a total of 3 schools, angmokio, suqun and jurongwest (:
so after all the courses,
its time for us to show our SYF dance!
i was very nervous at that time,
cause we had seen all the 2 schools, they were better than us.
but nevermind, we did our very best, we dance as much as we could.
so after all the session,
we had a photo taking sessions, and i was smiling all the way, i dont noe why (:

from this programme,
i have learnt that, teamwork and team spirit is very important.
without these, its very hard to make our dance special.
every effort each of us had put in, its uncountable.
i had also seen other school's dancing,
they were far more better than us.
but that doesnt beat us down,
if it doesnt kills you, you cant succeed.
so i have to learnt from my mistakes and improve.
i hope our dance can get the school's expectations ;DDD

2009-03-16T15:41:00.005+08:00

my mummy's birthday & joben ;D

last thusday:
after school, rushed back home and got prepared
and went to celebrate my mummy's birthday ;DDD
met up with my sis, baby, and qinghong.
my mum want to watch 'coming soon'
and all of us went to bought tickets ad went in.
okkay, frankly speaking, im super scared!
OMG.
i swear i wont watch any of these horror flims again.
it stays in my mind until now man, but much better now.
haishais.
after that, went to celebrate my mum's birthday.
at alot alot! hahas
after that, went home.

today:
went for dance in the late morning.
had our warm ups and started dancing.
was tiring, but just continued dancing.
after that, miss kay showed us the past SYF dancing and partner dancers.
and they were like, very nice?
so professional.
after that went home. raining -.-
and i hate rainy days.

recently had continuous arguments with him.
i dont noe why,it really breaks my heart.
how long more can this goes?
all i want to do is just to grab you tight,
hold you in my arms and shower my love for you.
and say im sorry to you.
i wont let you leave me

2009-03-13T21:47:00.005+08:00

me and xingxuan ;D

i have not been posting recently. i dont noe why.
maybe im too tired ):
tests are coming along the way.
i was like busying studying.
my math improved by 1 mark, which is not good at all.
i want to improve more. hais.
i will upload more pics next time.
im just very tired.

2009-02-19T15:01:00.003+08:00

elmo and chocolate box ;D

yesterday was ABDEN's birthday,
so i hereby wish him a happy belated birthday!
stay happy ad handsome yeah??
all the best in ur studies and hope eu can find ur dreamgirl soon ;D
andandand, sotong is hiding in my tagboard! :x
hahas.
jiayous for ur exams this year yeah?? hehes.

today morning assembly was very quite,
was not like the past at all. but i find it good.
at least i can have silence in the morning (:
after that, went to have art, keep shading and shading.
im gonna freak out soon ):
after that, had chem lesson in class.
learnt bout more in atoms this time, had lots of things to remember.
tml i will have my combine bio and chem focused test.
hope i can pass! (:
recently, our class faced alot of theft cases.
our class lost almost $40 dollar plus.
which made us super moody, we can even have lesson properly.
hais hais.
after that, was recess, didnt talk much.
i think its due to my painful ulcer in between my gums and lips D;
sobsob.
after that, was math. did graph stuffs. which is also boring.
after that was chinese, chionged my xizi and handed up to miss zhu.
the last period was class time.
mr gopal came into our class and talk with us bout the theft case
and or behaviour in english lesson.
he talked alot of things but i just cant concentrate.
school ends and i went home.
pray hard that i will pass tml's test! i cant afford to fail any simple test!
revise revise revise!

2009-02-14T10:54:00.004+08:00

happy valentines day baby ;D

TODAY IS VALENTINES DAY!
yay ;D
gonna meet baby lata.
that stupid choir lesson spoils me and his mood today ):
so went to meet him yesterday,
saw something very cuteee,
wanted him to buy, but he said its not worth it.
so i shall wait for the next time D;
but i really had a great time with him yesterday ;DD
wanted to take pictures with him yesterday also forgot :x
hahahahas.
i think i have nothing to say,
so,
HAPPY VALENTINES DAY BABY!
babylaopo loves you very very much!
loveyou forever~
andandand, i want my present asap :x
hahas.
WOAINININI <3
muackmuacks x3

andandand,
i still need to thanks all those who did cheer me up when that guy say me.
REALLY THANKS ALOT ! (:
iloveyou guys.
and happy valentines day ;D

2009-02-10T14:46:00.008+08:00

xingxuan and joanne lim ;D

went to school as normal today.
two things that shocked me.
i failed math and chinese.
this is the first time i failed my chinese, i cant believe it.
math was my focus test, i got
10/40
it was like, 1/4 of the full marks.
i promised my mum and him to pass my math this time,
but i didnt make it.
im such a disappointment to them.
i dont understand why i cant pass my math,
everytime without fail, i will fail my math paper.
whywhywhy?!
i really feel like crying now,
if that was my o level paper, how am i gonna make it to poly??
i guess not even i single poly wants me in thier school.
including republic.
i tried so hard, but i got all wrong, but the answers were so short, straightforward.
and i cant even get a single mark for it.
what's happening to me? is my brain not working?
or isit like what ppl had said, that im stupid?
and i'm really trying hard to score well,
and yet there are ppl insulting me bout my grades.
cant i dropped to e5?? so what if my previous class was e2??
does that concerns bout eu?? will i affect ur future??
no right??
then just fuck off from my side! bastard!
everyday the moment eu see me, eu will insult me.
hey, i am also a human, i have feelings too.
dont think that everytime eu say me, i wont get hurt,
but deep inside, it really hurts alot.
so what if eu promoted to a higher class than me??
does that concerns me?? no.
i dont even give a damn for eu but eu just keep rubbing salt on my wounds.
does that make eu happy?? if yes,
then just continue.
i have nothing to say.
chinese was also a disappointment to me.
i cant believe i got 47 for my chinese.
i really have nothing to say.
even my best subject will fail,
how can i imagine what will happen to my o level results?
i really dont dare to think.
all i want to do now is just to cry.

even singing or taking pics with me is just so difficult,
but singing and taking pics with (name) is so fun for eu.
but it cant be blame,
as 1 year plus friendship cant be compared to a primary school friendship.

silly pics that i took with xuanxuan during the lt period.

2009-01-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

siqi and me ;D

this picture was taken last year.
and btw, today is my xingan, siqi's birthday ;D
i really miss kaikai-ing with her along the classrooms,
and i miss seeing her doing that penguin move :x
hahas.
yesterday was a super tired day for me,
slept at 11 plus plus, and woke up at 555am.
then as usual went to school with xingxuan.
i have art as my first lesson today.
we did painting, and i did not finish in time. hais.
after that, was late for chemistry lesson.
we got back our surprise test paper.
i got 6/10
which is not good at all -.-
and beginning to worry for my chemistry now.
after that, was recess, didnt feel like talking during recess.
was just listening to what my friends were talking.
after that, was math.
it really kill my brain instantly. mr chen was explaining
and i cant understand.
after math, was chinese, slack for the two periods, wrote letter for xingan.
after that, which was the last period, is free period.
tml i have 3 periods of english.
not much homework today, and i had finish my homework le.
hahas.
tml im gonna meet baby, and we'll go kaikai ;D
yay!

i wasnt selected for the SYF, same goes to jiening.
was really disappointed.
me and jiening's plot was RUINED!
hais.
and i really hate that girl. sec 2 so what??
cant she just back out and let us in??
eu still have chances, as if i have time to wait for another one??
NO I DONT HAVE ANY CHANCE.
and i just dont understand why she pick her??
RAH RAH RAH!

2009-01-19T17:37:00.008+08:00

noobs

this two weekend, i went chinatown twice -.-

hais, we saw this thinggy, and find it funny, so we bought it, lol

noobs.

today is the starting of another school week. hais

today i have lots of homework waiting for me to do.

candy had a fever this morning, and she went back home.

takecares yeah?? get well soon (:

lesson was somehow boring, me and xingxuan didnt talk much either.

and i dont noe what happened to my voice, it sounds low today.

then shanshan was asking me, "you voice break ar??"

and i was like, no of course not ;D

then our form teacher complain us bout our hair,

she complained that our class has the most hair problems,

and i was like, hey, she's the one who catch us out and say bout our fringe,

and now she say so and so complained that our class has the most probs,

she's just making our life more difficult man.

still thinks that she's always right. RAH!

art was quite fun, did painting.

but when it comes to cleaning of our art things, i really hate it.

after that, went home with xingxuan (:

and baby, must stay strong yeah??

iloveyou and imissyou, muack <3

2009-01-14T15:40:00.002+08:00

plaster -.-

omg, i fell when im in pe lesson,
just to catch that stupid shutter =.=
hais. nothing really much happened today.
i tripped 4 times and i fell one time.
then that xingxuan laugh at me somemore, RAH!
i wish i can get 15-14 points for o level.
nah, just dreaming, it wouldnt happen.
im so tired nowadays, cant even concentrate in class,
how can i get out from this class?? hais hais.

2009-01-12T17:00:00.003+08:00

cca open house ;D

jiening and me (:

went to my school cca open house on the 10 jan.

reach school about 710++am,

earlier than my school days -.-

this costume is jiening who helped me to pick de,

i find it quite niceee.

so we wore it and went to advertise our international dance cca.

it was tiring, i dont have the chance to rest.

after 1130am,

went to change back my pe attire and went straight to toapayoh

to my aunt's house (:

omggg! im so tired today?? homeworks and homeworks, RAH!

2009-01-12T15:46:00.011+08:00

pictures ;D

school had reopened, and im beginning my sec 3 life.

one sad thing bout this is i cant go to some of the subjects that i want.

but one good thing is, my xingxuan is sitting beside me in class now ;D

im taking combine science, and combine humanities and art.

i really hate art, i just cant draw well. hais

and i hate my form teacher, which is also teaching us bio.

i just dont like her. cause i dont understand what she's saying.

somehow, i cant get used to sec 3 life,

i miss the times that i spent in 2e2, its the most fun year i ever had.

now, 8 princess are broken into afew classes,

im in the same class as xingxuan, shanshan and singling.

homeworks are double the times unlike last year.

and im having SYF this year.

im afraid i cant cope along. hais.

2008-12-18T10:44:00.002+08:00

xuan xuan ;D

she's the one that brightens my day.
i recall the times when we first talked, we sounds so humble to each other,
and she even felt shy when she approach me.
when troubles strikes her, she seems lost and weak.
i remembered when she met one of her friendship problems,
it made her cry badly.
soon, conversations started between us,
then i realised how nice she was, and soon,
our friendship roots has grown deep down into my heart.
i really cherish the times we spent together.
still remember we have remedial after school periods,
we packed rice and went up to the classroom and eat,
she took out a few chocolates, and asked me to try it with the rice,
and it really taste delicious. what an invention we are.
we went studying with each other,
i saw the seriousness in her eyes towards studies, this is a point that i like bout her.
and as our roots are getting deeper and deeper,
we started to name each other names, and we came out with alot of names,
xuan xuan, sweetheart, tianxin and twinsoul.
we went school together, eat lunch together and went home together.
i remember when she were to call me sisi,
the sky will starts to fell droplets of water, as my name is similar to wet.
sometimes im really afraid to hear her calling me sisi.
and i also miss her saying those four sentenes to me,
imissyou, iloveyou, ineedyou and iwantyou :x
all these words really touches my heart.
i felt regret for beating her a few times, but i was playing with her,
but she doesnt mind.
and i also felt regret when i teased her too much, and when she's angry with me,
my heart will start to stop and empty sets in.
time flies, one year is gonna end soon,
we feared that we wont be in the same class next year,
but god bless us, we managed to be in the same class next year,
once i saw the news, i couldnt wait to share the joy to her.
now i hope to see her as soon as possible.

maybe, this is a kind of affinity,
a deep affinity that we have during our past lives,
that's why we can be together in our presents lives.
i wont leave her, for she is my another part of soul.
xingxuan, this post is for eu,
i said i will post it for eu, and here it is.
hope eu dont cry after eu read it wor (:
stay happy always, misses.

2008-12-17T15:33:00.026+08:00

cycling ;D

this post should be post a few wees ago,

just that my stupid com was hanged =.=

went to yingle's bdae chalet at pasir ris.

and searching for her chalet was just the most tiring thing i have ever done.

went cycling with ziting, my sis and qinghong.

i fell down from the bicycle!

and it hit the same spot at my injuries during msia camp =.=

and i was like, wth, same spot again.

my poor knee D;

but still i can cycle to the toilet to wash my leg ;D

hahas.

after washing my leg,

it's time for me and ziting to get crazy with

CAMWHORE!

nothing much to say.

2008-12-16T12:58:00.001+08:00

i wont be online-ing and blogging that often,
com spoil!
argh, i hate it!
but will reply tags as usual (:
takecares

2008-12-01T13:23:00.012+08:00

vivo ;D

sis, agatha, me and taffy ;D

around evening, went vivo with my sis and mum to meet agatha, taffy, huihua and bodui.
had a communication breakdown during the search for them.
i was very angry, but nevermind, after all, its just a communication problem.
after that, went marche to have our dinner, and
we took pics ;D

bleah :p

me, bodui, agatha and weiyang ;D x'mas tree!

bodui and meee ;D

6 of us!

2008-11-26T15:19:00.014+08:00

pics that took at malaysia ;D

shaniceee and meee!

beautiful sunsets

pics that took when i was bored :x

rainbow!

silly pics ;D

2008-11-24T11:14:00.002+08:00

im back from camp!

day 1

woke up early in the morning, got prepared and headed towards school.
when we reached school, filled the white card and checked our passports,
and we started to play ice breaking games,
was quite fun, ad we were like, super high.hahas.
after 1 hour, our bus arrived, hopped into the bus,
and off we go to malaysia!
did the customs and stuffs, and went through a 3 hour journey ride.
after that, we finally reach a resort at malaysia.
unpacked our stuffs and gather at the meeting place.
from there i noe who is mr tay (uncle tay)
he brought us into the forest for physical training, which was like,
so tiring and dirty, eeew.
after all the climbing, crawling, jumping and walking,
he brought us to play at the waterfall.
the water was ultra cold, refreshing and it really taste sweet (:
shuyi was like, super enjoying the water current when it flows down??
hahas.
after that, headed back to our resort, washed up and ate our dinner,
and my dinner sucks man, vegetables and rice =.=
after we had our dinner, went for lessons, and it was boring.
after 3 hours of lessons, went back to our room,
got prepared for tomorrow's mountain climbing and turned in.
at night, the room was freezing, brr, so cold!

day 2

got up early in the morning again, didnt bathe yesterday,
due to the stupid shower tap.
so bathed in the morning, and once again, i was freezed to death.
after that, went to have our breakfast,
this time, they cooked fried rice for me, with egg also.
i wonder why, finally i got to noe that chengyee told uncle tay bout it.
thanks chengyee (:
after eating, went to gather and set off to mt ophir.
before we started to climb, we had group photos.
after that, we started to climb.
the first part was ultra tired, i cant breathe.
after passing the 2-3 checkpoint, then i started to breathe like humans.
i nearly fell from the steep slope when i was about to reach the checkpoint.
everyone was like, shocked and shouted my name, which made me more scared.
i cheated death.
but its okkay, at least im still alive :x
after climbing 8 hours ++, we finally made it to the summit of mt ophir.
and the scenery was really beautiful, the air was cold.
i felt relief. the SLs took video of us singing the school song, LOL
but was really fun.
after enjoying the scenery up there, it was getting late,
so we headed back to a place, pitched our tent.
it started to rain, all of us ran into our tent with our camping bags,
and waited for the rain to stop. after it had stop,
the girls went to bathe and the guys will help to cook for dinner.
but in the end, the girls did not bathe and the guys did not cook either,
cause it started to pour heavily again =.=
and imagine, after climbing the mountain, got dirty and sweaty,
and eu cant bathe, that kind of feeling is disgusting man.
ate afew snacks before me and my friends sleep for the night.
and i was very tired by then.

day 3

woke up rather late, alan's voice woke us up. rah.
packed our things, teared down our tents :x
and went back to our resort, by walking.
the journey was like 4 hours??
oh my god.
along the way, 4 of us were walking down together,
but as time pass by, all of us were tired, and started to split up.
i fell while walking down the slope again =.=
this time, i saw blood on my knee. didnt felt pain at all (:
after all the walking and benting of knees when walking down a slope,
we finally gonna reach. i nearly gave up.
with no more water and people around me, i really wanted to gave up.
but something gaves me strenght, which made me chiong all the way (:
after that, took bus back and had our lunch.
then wash up and was free time! yay ;D
instead of resting in our rooms, we played water polo with some of the guys
and accident came, someone pushed shannon, he tried to hold back but failed,
in the end, he fell into the pool, came up, his toes were bleeding like hell,
all of us were shocked, we tried to help out his legs,
went the alcohol touches his wound, shannon was like,
shouting?? of something....
after that, we stop. shanice and me went to play first,
while the two playful girls still playing in the pool.
after that, went for our dinner, after that, we had campfire.
the campfire was abit boring.
so i chatted with jeremy. (xingxuan, dont get the wrong idea wor) :x
hehes
after that, went back to our room. had a war in the middle of the way.
hahas. after that, tried to ton, but all of us were tired,
so we slept in the guys room :x

day 4

woke up at 530, the guys asked us to go back to our room,
and after we went back, i was the first to sleep in the bed :x hahas
slept till 9 ++, guys went to our room for morning call.
then went to have our breakfast, after that, went for discussions with our cca people.
discussed bout the camp for our cca next year.
after the discussion, had the certificate presentation, after that, went up the pack up.
after that, went for our lunch. after that, put our bags in the bus
and had our second group photo, after that, said goodbye to mr tay
then went for shopping! woots
had a super long journey to jusco shopping centre.
so all of us slept in the bus, and my neck is in pain :x
after finishing with our shopping blah blah blah
went back to the bus and returned to singapore ;D
by the time we reached singapore, it was at night,
did the reflections and went home ;D

im so sorry that there are no pics at the moment. but will post someday.

2008-11-13T21:21:00.002+08:00

dance camp '08

wake up eraly in the morning, and get ready for dance camp!
went to school rather late??
but teacher more late than us lo.
and i was selected for the interview for next year's dance commitee =.=
the interview was like, quite hard??
i said that i want to be in the costume commitee :x
hahahas. and they strated to ask questions. hahas.
at 1030am, headed off to SMU to studioWU!
god, my wishes come true, i always hope to go there...
in the bus, listened songs with jiening,
and i think she didnt eat her medicine?? she nearly went crazy with my songs.
wakakakas.
the first dance i learnt was bollywood dance =.=
but was quite fun, alot of twisting on hips and so on. and that teacher is pretty ;D
after that, had our lunch.
the afternoon dance was modern! woots, i love it.
that instructor was one of the dance floor participants ;D
she taught us modern jazz, and it was really very fun, i love the steps.
oh my gosh.
after that, went to dance infront of the dancers, in groups.
after that, went home ;D

2008-11-11T11:28:00.002+08:00

sad D;

went to see my results, and i was like,
oh my god.
hais. is expected, or should i say, im fated to be in the class.
well, guess i had to bear with the truth.
no point escaping from it.
but anyways,
XINGXUAN IS WITh THE SAME CLASS AS MEEE!!
yay!
no mood to post anything now.

2008-10-29T12:50:00.016+08:00

SUNDAY
went to my celebrate my great grandma's birthday...

early in the morning, wake up and went to hougang, just to have a breakfast =.=

after eating our breakfast, went to tg for xingjingban ly.

was okkay la, nothing much to say.

after that, i forgot what i did :x

but at night, went to celebrate my great grandma's birthday.

had a great time there, i thought its gonna be super boring.

but little did i realise that my cousin was there.

we were once a playmate when we were young, same as my sis.

we chat alot, and we kept making fun of my sis, same like we used to do when we were young.

hahahas, we chat until we dont noe it was going midnight :x

after that, i went home.

some of the pics that me and my sis took when we were bored.

2008-10-24T11:01:00.003+08:00

last day of school D;

2e2 girls, see if eu can find me ;D

today is the day, where i will be stepping into my dearest 2e2 for the last time.
today is the day, where all of my 2e2's will be together for the last time.
today is the day, where 2e2's will get their results, and they will go to the class they want.
today is the day, where some of the 2e2's will cry and miss their friends.
today is the day, where the 2e2's teachers will see us for the last time.
today is the day, where we will remember each other forever, especially our dearest,
miss tan.
and from today onwards, we will be going separate ways,
the clever ones will go to the course that they want,
for the rest of them, they might go to the course that they dont wish to take.
the resluts will be out tonight, am im afraid.
i didnt went to school today, doesnt mean i dont miss my class.
well, this class have bring me alot of good and bad memories,
and it also bring me alot of friends for me.
this class has also give me a very percious thing, which is none other than my sweetheart,
xingxuan.
from the day i met her, my life changes.
although i will get angry at her sometimes or i will make fun of her.
but that doesnt mean i am cruel to her.
of course i miss her, i love her, i need her and i want her :x
and i still owe her letters :x
i really hope i will be in the same class with her.
sometimes, life without her can be extremely boring.
all these words are from the bottom of my heart.
and i hope she will read it.
and all the hatred, sadness and frustration that happens in this class,
i will forget it. this doesnt really concerns me when i reached sec 3.
hope everyone in 2e2 will get good results and go to the class they want,
and the most important thing is,
REMEMBER 2E2! AND GVE A PLACE FOR 2E2 IN YOUR HEART (:
i will miss 2e2...

2008-10-22T21:05:00.011+08:00

these are the pics that we took on sun:

qing hong singing song :x

2 LARGE earthquakes ;D

yesterday...

went to orchard with choir friends again (:

sis suddenly went wrong with her, argh.

and i hate it when she did that.

but things get better after that (:

went to watch 'connected' at 5pm.

the show was like, so exciting!

but too bad, i wanted to watch the 'butterfly lovers',

didnt got the chance to watch yet D;

and eu noe who we saw??

fann wong and chirstopher lee (:

they were like, so scared of people seeing them.

but i find the actors have a very difficult life.

even watching a movie with his girlfriend is a problem. hais.

after that, bused down to th for choir, was late :x

after that, went home. and i need to go school tml =.=

today...

wake up early in the morning, thinking that i want to pon school again.

but i cant, i need to go for dance. hais.

went to meet xingxuan, then walked to school.

chinese was the first period.

watch the 'red cliff'.

the show was niceee (:

after that, was pe, did our 50m run, for that pe o level thing.

after that, was recess, after recess, was cme.

miss tan and our class watched 'the chimpmuncks'. they are just so cute.

after that, was english, did nothing, after that, was science,

went to com lab. after that, went out of school to find jiening.

went jp to eat. me and jiening and stomach cramps.

and we dont feel like going to dance.

tried to call the school to ask the teacher, but she dont allow.

so we went back to school, told our dance teacher.

she told us not to dance for today and we was like, happy??

and we sat there for almost 3 hours??

actually, its quite boring :x but i can no need to dance ;D

after that, went home.

im still considering whether to go school tml of not... hmmm.

2008-10-20T10:57:00.002+08:00

yesterday, went out with choir friends ;D

wake up super early in the morning, yawns.
went to eat breakfast then took bus to th.
around afternoon, went to bugis.
i knew it will be very boring,
so i ask qinghong to join us.
then we make a joke at huihua :x
without delaying any time, we met at cityhall.
i waste my time on a pair of flipflops because my leg was in pain.
argh.
then we went to kbox, from 3 something to 7 something??
i really had fun over there, we sang alot of songs ;D
but the frustrating part is,
when im gonna lose my voice, then my song starts to play =.=
and my sis still wants me to sing with her somemore.
we smuggled food into the room.
and i lost my way from the toliet :x
after that, we went to a food court centre to have our dinner.
i cant eat much cause my mouth is in pain D;
so i just drank soup. hais.
but nevermind, qinghong treated us ice cream after we had our dinner ;D
we went to swensen's and ordered two large earthquakes.
hahahas. after that, we mixed all the flavours into a cup,
and we played game, the person who lose will drink that cup.
so bad right?? but we always did that :x
in the end, shunwen, my sis and qinghong lost.
and they need to drink it.
eew, imagine, more than 8 flavours of ice cream, mixed together,
and eu drink it, and must be more than 8 spoons.
eew.................. i cant imagine if i drink it...
it was late by then, so we went home separate ways,
aww, sad thing right?? i feel like playing again,
but we still gonna meet tomorrow ;D

2008-10-17T13:18:00.004+08:00

im sick of this

my block nose is killing me. argh.
didnt went to school today,
i left xingxuan alone at school, sorry!
well, i have gotten all my results for my year end examinations.

english: 51
math: 13
science: 58.4
chinese: 77
geo: 57

my results just sucks.
i have nothing to say bout my english.
its always around the same marks.
im quiet surprised bout my chinese,
this is the first time i got A1.
but overall for my chinese is A2.
but it doesnt really matter, its just chinese, not math.
if its math, i will be screaming like hell.
my geography had improved compared to sec 1 (:
the worst thing is my math.
im totally speechless with my math results.
i dont understand why.
maybe its because i never concentrate? partially.
or maybe it is (thing) who made me lose concentration?
i dont noe.
i'll just have to face the truth.
its such a letdown to my mum and teachers.

and i just dont understand why would you get frusrtated.

2008-10-16T14:39:00.003+08:00

so boring

oh god, today was such a boring day.
i spent the whole 6 period in the hall,
cause most of our teachers were at the o level examinations.
in fact, i think is ALL our teachers ;D
watch finding nemo, documentry show and a chinese show.
we sit until our butt very pain :x and our legs too.
actually i dont feel like going to school de,
because that xingxuan la, want to go school.
i told her i got this feeling that its gonna be extremely bored,
but she kept walking and walking,
so i dont have choice. if not, i can pon school lei D;
hais, xingxuan have her cca today, and i walk home alone.
and i have to apologised to her,
for i had accidentally touched the wrong part of her body??
opps :x

im sorry xingxuan!

2008-10-11T12:03:00.004+08:00

im scared.

next week will be getting all our papers back !
gosh, im super scared can?
what if i fail everything? what if my overall marks fail?
i cant imagine that.
wake up late morning. i saw this person's message.
he told me that some of the people are still going to sentosa,
and asked me whether i wanna join along.
i told him im still not going.
and fuck, he never reply me?
why must he be angry when i cant go? and still never reply a 'okkay' to me,
if he did reply me something, at least i know he had received my message.
i hate people who never replies me when i want to know an answer.
he's just too much.
xingxuan is msning me now ;D
so bored at home. nothing to do, at least i have my wire back ;D

btw, yesterday i just went for agatha and taffy's birthday party,

so i wish them a

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

taffy and agatha

2008-10-09T15:28:00.002+08:00

i wish i can fly to my world.

joanne is so fucking sad today.
she failed her goegraphy and math.
the most disappointing was her math paper.
she got 13 out of 100.
can eu imagine that?!
i hold on to my tears when the teacher anounce my results.
geography is my favourite subject.
i studied very very very hard, and i only got this stupid result.
why why why ?!?!?!?!?!
i noe math is always my worst subject.
i practised so hard for my algebra. but in the end, i only got this fucking result.
why why why ?!?!?!?!?!
my 3e2 hope, i guess, its gone.
well, i guess, this is all my fault. i didnt practise well for my math.
i deserved it. its very hard to face my tution teacher and school teachers.
seeing all my friends beautiful results, i felt so ashamed.
i dont even dare to talk much. and in the end, they are going to go to good classes, but not me.
maybe, this is my fate, im not suit for studying.
joanne lim xiao si, serve eu right.

2008-10-09T08:32:00.003+08:00

hello, im in the com lab now, xingxuan is beside me ;D

had chinese lesson now, miss zuo take us the the com lab to do chinese lesson??

hahas, yesterday was just so boring.

come to school, sleep and sleep :x

tml will be going to agatha and taffy's birthday party ;D

but will be very rush, cause i got dance on fri.

i wont be going to malaysia this november, nobody's going.

i want to go taiwan! rah.

SYF will be in months time, and we are gonna be very very busy.

i think, my internet wire is back?? i saw my sister using yesterday.

i dont feel like stying in school now, i feel like going home now.

but for the sake of my math test lata, i will stay.

zzz, so sleepy now =.=

2008-09-20T11:21:00.002+08:00

hello................

im back, once again.
actually my internet wire is not with my mum,
its with my aunt :x
exams had stared, jiayous to everyone okkays??
especially the 8 gongzus ;D
4 more papers to go and we are freeeee ~
lots of things happened when im not around, shall not say it, i've forgotten everything
dont noe when will be the next time im using this com again.
and i need to thank xingxuan,
for she had went through those difficult times with me.
she never complain a single word.
and i was extremely touched by her message.
thanks tianxin, iloveyou very very very much wor ;D
math paper is next week, and i still unsure of the formula,
starting to worry... hais.
wish everyone will pass their EOY with flying colours !
remember this:
fears are just only a negative side of us,
if you were to turn another direction to look at it,
who knows, you may see a rainbow ahead.
this is what i wrote for my compo :x
jiayous jiayous (:

2008-09-01T23:19:00.008+08:00

suddenly feel like posting.
so i post it.

2008-09-01T09:40:00.003+08:00

HEY....

i dont noe why my wire is on the table,
so i took it and use it !
muhahahahs.
its really seems like YEARS that i touch my com.
aww, i miss my com badly.
many things happened recently,
couldnt be explained.
all i can do, is to cry in scilence.
nobody knows, except for one.
when will this end??
i dont wish to live any longer.
cause living in this world, will just bring more misery to me.

2008-08-19T13:25:00.002+08:00

heyyy !
im in the com lab now..
hais. internet wire kena confiscated D;
phone also !
wtffff
life without this is just so terrible.
but continue to tag meee
i will reply ur tag ;D

happy 2 month.

2008-08-10T13:51:00.001+08:00

Because You Love Me- Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through
through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is trueI was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

because u love me

2008-08-09T16:41:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !

43 years already ! stay strong !

2008-08-07T21:55:00.072+08:00

SENTOSA TRIP PHOTO,
NOT ALL IS HERE.
ENLARGE FOR CLEARER VIEW.

group photo ;D

i love this pic~

meee :x

she's sleeping

everyone seems tired

niceee scenery

fa qiao

look what she found !

presenting the bucket lady !

junyuan's girldfriend ;D

childhood memories

statue of ZITING??

click this for clearer view.

jumping high !

more jumping !

2008-08-01T21:13:00.023+08:00

YAY ! PICNIK IS BACKKK !
here are some of the photos taken on hyh 26/07/08

2008-07-31T20:35:00.002+08:00

so so day =/

whinnie the pooh ;D

school's quite fun today.
after school nothing much,
so went home with jie ning ;D

if eu think it that way, so be it.
i noe eu accepted my comments from me.
but dont eu think, saying bout me, infront of everyone, almost everyday,
will make eu feel happy??
i only comment eu a few times. but what about eu??
everybody can see that eu suan me infront of them.
what did i do?? i kept quiet. i respect eu.
its just that nowadays eu are a bit too much, that's why i post it in my blog.
dont tell me that eu never suan me before?? admit it.
my torture is many more times hurting than eu.
i didnt even wanna show off back. ppl wants me to sing,
can i dont sing?? and whenever eu feel like singing, eu will sing right??
dont tell me eu never sing before.
so what if my english is not good?? do i look like i care??
i e5 what, not like eu, e2 one, of course eu are clever than me.
oh pls, im not starting another quarrel with eu.
and since when did i say im starting another quarrel with eu??
pls dont think so much, im just saying.
if i really wanna quarrel with eu,
this shows that we are not mature. so lets be mature a bit.

2008-07-29T15:16:00.002+08:00

this is the quiz that i had done ;D
the person im gonna say is
ZITING ;D

1. your name: joanne lim xiao si

2. best friend name: foo zi ting

3. best friend birthday: 1st nov 1995

4. how long have you know each other: 6 years and its still going on ;D

history

5. where did you meet your bestfriend: fo tang

6. how did you meet your bestfriend: chior, in fo tang

knowledge

7. eye colour: brown

8. hair colour: brown

9. height: 158

10. weight: 45

11. shoe size: 8

12 favourite colour: purple and grey

13. favourite movie: di wu shi jiu cheng di yu

14. favourite food: laksa

15. favourite drink: green tea

16. bedroom colour: white

17. primary school: jurong primary school

18. weirdest gift that you have received from ur friend: hmmm, our most secret things

19. nicest gift you have received from ur friend: to know her as a friend ;D

20. what thing does ur friend often says: "oh, fuck"

pass it around, its interesting.

2008-07-29T14:58:00.002+08:00

fun day ;D

gosh, i saw ppl sleeping :x

fuck it, my picnik.com disconnected,
and now i cant edit my pics and post it on my blog.
i took alot of pics lei !
argh.
went to school in the morning, science first.
tmd, i was being scold by that miss tan.
just because i accidentally hand up the homework undone.
i thought that was chapt 9, but i handed up the wrong one.
and god damn, she made me stand infront of the class
and i waited for so long.
didnt she have anything better to do??
and she tore my worksheets. nb.
cant eu just gimme the whole chapt?? i cant see there's a need to tear that paper out??
god damn.
after that, was math, go through our homework
after that, was CME.
did a best friend quiz. it was fun man ;D
my previous buddy was jieyi,
and now its joan !
hahahahas. the quiz was interesting.
after that, went for recess, after recess, was CT.
2E2 got into the ndp competition ! yay !
they performed a skit, which was extremely funny ;D
ahahahas, after that, was geog.
teacher never come ! omggg, we were like mad ppl playing around.
hahahs, talked bout lots of things during that period.
after that, was math. after that, was pw.
learnt how to edit videos blah blah blah.
after school, went home with jiening (:

and dont eu comment my friend. i know she's big in size,
but doesnt mean that she very fat.
and pls, although my bones are bigger than eu,
doesnt mean that im fat.
i know eu are skinny. good for eu.
pls dont say anything craps without even thinking of it before.

2008-07-24T16:58:00.002+08:00

ndp audition ;D

omg, we are kissing the heineken.

was nearly late for school today. hais.
had chinese lesson, chinese test tml.
after that, was english. i was not paying attention to the teacher.
after that. was break, followed by english again.
after english, was geog,
and once again, i was not paying attention.
me, joan and shanshan was playing with the blue paper.
and that teacher kept saying bout us.
forget it, after that, was science,
same thing, YAWNS.
last period was math, did math problems, learnt the sphere thing.
mdm wong taught us for one period, then a relief teacher came and took over.
i was busying practising the audition skit lata on.
after school, class com went to reherse. after that, went for the audition.
it was so fun man. kept laughing like siaopeh when we reherse.
but the skit went smoothly (:
after that audition, went home.
many things happened today (again)
hais, i cant do anything but just to stand by the side and hear them.
and i know something even moreee :x
aiyo.

singapore city has so many buses,
so many buses in singapore city.
some of them are single and some of them are double,
but all of them are (i forgot)
to the right to the left, let's go !
singapore city has so many cars,
so many cars in singapore city.
some of them are honda and some of them are toyota,
but all of them are owened
to the right to the left, let's go !
singapore city has so many motos,
so many motos in singapore city,
some of them are huge and some of them are ctue,
but all of them are fast,
to the right to the left, let's go !

teet teet teet teet teet teet a warm thank you
teet teet teet teet teet teet a birthday song
teet teet teet teet teet teet to singapore
teet teet teet teet teet teet 43
teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet happy birthday singapore !